I was diagnosed with stage 3 NHL at the beginning of 2009. I have finished my treatments and all seems to be well. I am still having a problem with my spleen but the doctors are not sure if the problem is cancer or just a symptom of my treatments. The doctors have decided to wait a few months and retest to see. I have gone back to work and am feeling physically better than I have in years. The problem I am having is depression. I know now that I handled the whole situation from the beginning badly. The problem was that everyone around me took the news worst than I did. I didn’t have anyone that I could express what I was feeling to. I got a lot of the rah rah b.s. people regurgitate. So I handled as much myself I as could. I guess I kept myself in denial to the seriousness of the situation and what I was really feeling. Now I can’t get myself out of this depression and I don’t know what to do. Should I go on medications? Therapy? I was hoping that maybe someone might have some ideas or similar problems and could give some advice.