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  • dorookie
    dorookie Member Posts: 1,731 Member
    #22
    maglets said:

    thank you my darlings
    ok I had two glasses of wine and I do feel better....honestly I would never complain except to this family...I know you know when no one else knows

    please hold onto my hand this week

    hugs to you all

    mags

    Happy Birthday
    I hope you ended up having a much better day then when it started. I am so sorry you are going through this rough time, please keep up the faith and the strength that I know you have. You are in my prayers. *HUGS*

    Beth
  • tootsie1
    tootsie1 Member Posts: 5,044 Member
    #23
    Happy Birthday
    Happy Birthday, dear. I hope you were able to enjoy your party. It's natural to worry about any litle ache and pain. I pray that you will wonderful results on all tests!

    *hugs*
    Gail
  • Kathleen808
    Kathleen808 Member Posts: 2,342 Member
    #24
    Hug
    Dearest Mags,
    I hope you were able to enjoy your birthday. You have every right to have a tough time but as you know, Cancer is not You! You are beautiful and loving and wonderful and full of life! I'll be praying for you! Hugs!

    Aloha,
    Kathleen
  • VickiCO
    VickiCO Member Posts: 917
    #25
    Happy Birthday!
    Mags,

    You are one brave chick and you can handle this. I, too, think every pain or problem is a new cancer. My oncologist never poo-poos my questions - he even ordered a chest x-ray when I swore breast cancer was eating me away a couple of months ago - the X-ray was to prove to me that I had torn a ligament, therefore had pain.

    Keep coming to us with your fears and thoughts. We understand!

    Hope the party was a blast. Many hugs, Vicki
  • angelsbaby
    angelsbaby Member Posts: 1,165 Member
    #26
    VickiCO said:

    Happy Birthday!
    Mags,

    You are one brave chick and you can handle this. I, too, think every pain or problem is a new cancer. My oncologist never poo-poos my questions - he even ordered a chest x-ray when I swore breast cancer was eating me away a couple of months ago - the X-ray was to prove to me that I had torn a ligament, therefore had pain.

    Keep coming to us with your fears and thoughts. We understand!

    Hope the party was a blast. Many hugs, Vicki

    Happy Birthday
    Mags

    I do hope you feel a little better Don't worry things will work out. thinking of you

    michelle
  • dianetavegia
    dianetavegia Member Posts: 1,942 Member
    #27
    So... how was the party?
    Hope you had loads of fun! Details???

    (I'll be praying for you, too)
  • Nana b
    Nana b Member Posts: 3,030 Member
    #28
    dianetavegia said:

    So... how was the party?
    Hope you had loads of fun! Details???

    (I'll be praying for you, too)

    God Bless


    Hope you feel better! Hope you endured your party that had great intentions! Cancer sucks, all we want for Christmas is too feel normal, feel no pain!!!!
  • Sundanceh
    Sundanceh Member Posts: 4,392 Member
    #29
    Mags :)
    Even a tried and true veteran feels the same effects of the battle as anyone else. You've been fighting your battle for so many years - you and I and Phil have been at it for about the same length of time, nearly 6 years.

    And recurrence is always the problem isn't it? That's where the worry comes from and always will come from - how could it not?

    The pain you mention and associating it with Cancer is something that we all have in common seems, something begins to hurt and it's Cancer right away, but "once bitten, twice shy."

    Happy Belated B'Day, Mags - just keep stringin' those together :)

    Happy Holidays to You!

    -Craig
  • PamPam2
    PamPam2 Member Posts: 370 Member
    #30
    Mags
    Hi Mags
    I hope tonight finds you in better spirits! I myself had a (few) tonight, had my CT scan of abdomin, pelvis and chest today, five years out. I know what you are feeling, it is a scary feeling every time.
    As you can tell, it is 2:30 a.m. and I am still up, after having tests today, although I have the bravest thoughts and feelings that all is ok, there is still that strange and fearful thing in the back of our minds that just won't go away. Best of hopes for you up there in your beautiful Canadian caban from my little 90 year old "cabin" (house heated with a wood stove) in cold old Ohio.
    Pam
  • SandyL
    SandyL Member Posts: 218
    #31
    PamPam2 said:

    Mags
    Hi Mags
    I hope tonight finds you in better spirits! I myself had a (few) tonight, had my CT scan of abdomin, pelvis and chest today, five years out. I know what you are feeling, it is a scary feeling every time.
    As you can tell, it is 2:30 a.m. and I am still up, after having tests today, although I have the bravest thoughts and feelings that all is ok, there is still that strange and fearful thing in the back of our minds that just won't go away. Best of hopes for you up there in your beautiful Canadian caban from my little 90 year old "cabin" (house heated with a wood stove) in cold old Ohio.
    Pam

    Pam
    I hope your scan turns up nadda, nothing, zilch. It certainly is scarey even tho we hope for the best each and every time. When will you get your results? We live in Ohio, too.
    Sandy
  • maglets
    maglets Member Posts: 2,576 Member
    #32
    SandyL said:

    Pam
    I hope your scan turns up nadda, nothing, zilch. It certainly is scarey even tho we hope for the best each and every time. When will you get your results? We live in Ohio, too.
    Sandy

    thank you
    thank you one and all. The party was great...i have a girlfriend who makes the best cakes in the world!
    I think the common theme here is anxiety..pervasive with all of us no matter where in the journey...just beginning or fighting after years. I guess we don't get rid of it...we live with it, we deal with it, and maybe sometimes we don't deal with it and we freak. Honestly after five years I cannot burden my friends this morning and say ok...scared...s--tless...I can't they have heard it too many times.

    but I can say it to YOU GUYS!!!!! :):) cuz you know what I am talking about.

    Thinking about everyone this morning....sending hugs and thanks

    mags
  • KathiM
    KathiM Member Posts: 8,028 Member
    #33
    maglets said:

    thank you
    thank you one and all. The party was great...i have a girlfriend who makes the best cakes in the world!
    I think the common theme here is anxiety..pervasive with all of us no matter where in the journey...just beginning or fighting after years. I guess we don't get rid of it...we live with it, we deal with it, and maybe sometimes we don't deal with it and we freak. Honestly after five years I cannot burden my friends this morning and say ok...scared...s--tless...I can't they have heard it too many times.

    but I can say it to YOU GUYS!!!!! :):) cuz you know what I am talking about.

    Thinking about everyone this morning....sending hugs and thanks

    mags

    I'm glad you had such a good time!!!
    It's your special day, after all!!!!

    Remember, don't get sad, get mad when the beast tries to take too much!!!

    Hugs, Kathi
  • AceSFO
    AceSFO Member Posts: 229
    #34
    away from the board for a few days
    and missed this when it was new. I agree with the others, that you're gonna be fine, but will be eager to hear it on Thursday. We'll be thinking about you, and I hope your birthday was fun!
    Happy Belated Birthday!

    Adrian

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