I know that I have breast cancer. I have had a lumpectomy with a sentinal node biopsy. The biopsy was negative and stage 1b tumor. Now I have to have a mastectomy. I don't have to have chemo or radiation. I feel like this isn't even really cancer. I have to have two surgeries (and yes lose a breast) and take a pill for 5 years. I see everyone else on here struggling, losing their hair and being sick and here I am not having any of that. It just seems so surreal. I'm not complaining, I don't want to have any of that. I guess my emotions (and hormones) are all over the place and I'm feeling like a fraud.