I will call 10/6/09 an 'Uneventful - Eventful" day in my life. Fear of the unkown could have taken over, but I prayed all the way to the cancer center, and found an angel to sit next to by the name of Mary. She was an inspiration, and after seeing how nonchalant she was handling her treatment, I simply relaxed and mirrored her behavior. I'm having a hard time sleeping, and will go back for my Neulasta shot at 2p.m. today 10/7/09. These boards contain a wealth of knowledge. Thank you one and all.