are we ready for #5

johnnybegood
johnnybegood Member Posts: 1,117 Member
edited March 2014 in Colorectal Cancer #1
ok everybody that is about to get treatment #5 lets just suck it up and get er done.i have been on my pre-chemo depression today.it always happens the day before.i just start crying out of the blue.i go tomarrow for this and i know others will be with me,lets just hang on to buzzards rope and we will be fine good luck and Godbless........johnnybegood

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  • tootsie1
    tootsie1 Member Posts: 5,044 Member
    Sorry
    I'm not doing chemo, but I'll be praying for you and thinking about you tomorrow.

    *hugs*
    Gail
  • Shayenne
    Shayenne Member Posts: 2,342
    Good Luck!
    I wish you the best on #5, please don't be depressed, just think of it as something that is trying to heal you, and make you better, even though it doesn't feel the greatest, think of the positive sides of it, and watch some comedies and read some fun books, take your mind off it, and just let the healing go, we're all with you! I restart my chemo next week, and actually this sounds weird, but I'm looking forward to it, because it's been over a month since I've had it, and want it to keep killing the cancer cells!

    Hugsss and good luck JBG!
    ~Donna
  • colon2
    colon2 Member Posts: 183
    tootsie1 said:

    Sorry
    I'm not doing chemo, but I'll be praying for you and thinking about you tomorrow.

    *hugs*
    Gail

    #6 for me
    I started #6 today. I usually start my depression on Friday or Sat. I am feeling good, and can drink cold stuff, and I start thinking about Monday and how I'm gonna want a really cold drink and not be able to have it for 5 or 6 days.I think you really do want what you can't have. But then I start thinking I am a lot closer to the end than i was, and soon enough this too shall pass. We just have to be strong (and hold onto that rope) I wish Buzzard would come back too, but I guess he has his reasons and I will try to respect that. I worry that something could have hqappened to him. But he left us the rope and we won't let it go. Let me tell you also that treatment #5 was my easiest one so far. I wasn't that tired and had very few side effects. Here's praying that you have a good #5 also.
    God Bless You, carletta
  • johnnybegood
    johnnybegood Member Posts: 1,117 Member
    Shayenne said:

    Good Luck!
    I wish you the best on #5, please don't be depressed, just think of it as something that is trying to heal you, and make you better, even though it doesn't feel the greatest, think of the positive sides of it, and watch some comedies and read some fun books, take your mind off it, and just let the healing go, we're all with you! I restart my chemo next week, and actually this sounds weird, but I'm looking forward to it, because it's been over a month since I've had it, and want it to keep killing the cancer cells!

    Hugsss and good luck JBG!
    ~Donna

    thanks
    to everyone i know i know its a healing thing but why does it have to hurt so bad.actually i have been doing good with the nausea thing its my intestines that are giving me fits.as soon as i eat something my abdomin is killing me ,onc told me to take something for gas but i actually think its that darn chemo that is hurting.im going to talk to her today about it.good luck everyone and have a good day Godbless....johnnybegood