I'd like to send my sincere thanks to everyone that gave me encouragement, helpful hints and tips as I've been starting my journey. I did go to the doctor for help sleeping - he put me on a fairly strong sleeping pill lopraxim and sertaline. Between the 2 I am getting more sleep. It's wonderful! I still feel like I'm barely surviving - living day to day, but will be a survivor someday. I'm almost done with rads - I start the boosters Tuesday. Then a few weeks off, more labs and I start AI. I'm making it through all my physical therapy and they've started backing off the appointments. I can still only work a max of 6 hours, but we do what we can. Question - at what point can I start discussing reconstruction/reduction with a plastic surgeon? I had a lumpectomy that has left me very lopsided. My surgeon actually suggested going back for a double mastectomy and reconstruction because the plastic surgery will leave lumps and bumps and make it hard to detect another cancer. Scared me a bit. Any words of wisdom will be greatly appreciated. Hugs to all.