feeling bad

kevindee
kevindee Member Posts: 72
edited March 2014 in Breast Cancer #1
merry christmas all. i just want to say i feel so bad for every person in these rooms everyone with this fight with cancer. i know i complain alot but my heart is broke for all of us. i go for lads on mon. then in jan im suppose to get another mam. to kournee i pray for you hon. i to have had losses during this time my dau died in oct. on dec 14th she would have been 31. pray kornee plz pray. i know its hard sometimes my mind goes 100 mph my thoughts are negative but we all want to live. god is able . i know theres times when i have to remind myself this. all of you reading this from breast to brain or colon every form of this awful disease young and old i love and pray for you all. gods will be done. john 10:10 and believe me its not easy i know . some are so happy some so sad. help us lord to depend on you . thank you all and have a blest christmas. i know what its like to be lonely i to have no one to talk to .my husband is leaving this week for ohio ill be here alone . my granddau might be here shes 15 , but really wants to go to boyfriends and friends. we havent told her were moving to ohio shes been doing fairly well here in ind but we couldnt find affordable housing here. her mom died in ohio and she begging me not to go back there. im so tore up. so much to think about. i just pray all my tests come back ok . i want to go on with my life. deedee

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  • tasha_111
    tasha_111 Member Posts: 2,072
    #2
    feeling
    Deedee, you amaze me, here you are going through all this and STILL you care so much about others. You are a super person, you deserve the best, This is YOU time, concentrate on what is best for YOU. If you have to relocate I am sure your granddaughter will adjust.. hey they always do. Your tests will be fine, believe that. Think Positive (Yeah I have threatened to KILL the next person who says that to me LOL) Thinking of you and yours. Merry Christmas. Julia XXXX
  • phoenixrising
    phoenixrising Member Posts: 1,508
    #3
    Do not let your heart break
    Do not let your heart break for me hon, I'm OK, I really am and I'm sure a lot of other women would say the same. I tell you this in my effort to release some of your pain. Sometimes when my head is full of problems present and foreseeable I take a few moments and give it all up. Hand it over to the gods and let them sort it out. Geeesh we're just human beings after all. And it seems sometimes that "it's going to be what it's going to be". I don't like giving up control but I think that might be one of my lessons to learn here.

    We are thinking of you and holding you in our prayers and who knows maybe this might turn out to being the most precious Christmas you've ever had. That's my wish for you :)

    hugs
    jan
  • dorothyt
    dorothyt Member Posts: 103
    #4
    phoenixrising said:

    Do not let your heart break
    Do not let your heart break for me hon, I'm OK, I really am and I'm sure a lot of other women would say the same. I tell you this in my effort to release some of your pain. Sometimes when my head is full of problems present and foreseeable I take a few moments and give it all up. Hand it over to the gods and let them sort it out. Geeesh we're just human beings after all. And it seems sometimes that "it's going to be what it's going to be". I don't like giving up control but I think that might be one of my lessons to learn here.

    We are thinking of you and holding you in our prayers and who knows maybe this might turn out to being the most precious Christmas you've ever had. That's my wish for you :)

    hugs
    jan

    God bless you DeeDee you
    God bless you DeeDee you have been through the storm. Everytime I read one of your posts my heart goes out to you. May a Christmas Miracle enter into your life this holiday season.
  • chenheart
    chenheart Member Posts: 5,159
    #5
    ((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))
    Dee~ I send you warm, loving thoughts as well, and I of course hope that things turn around for you and your family. I thank you so much for thinking of all of us during your own battle with this ugly beast called cancer~ it shows what a loving heart you have.

    We rejoice as well as cry together; we are all truly bonded as sisters.

    Hugs,
    Claudia
  • tasha_111
    tasha_111 Member Posts: 2,072
    #6
    chenheart said:

    ((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))
    Dee~ I send you warm, loving thoughts as well, and I of course hope that things turn around for you and your family. I thank you so much for thinking of all of us during your own battle with this ugly beast called cancer~ it shows what a loving heart you have.

    We rejoice as well as cry together; we are all truly bonded as sisters.

    Hugs,
    Claudia

    Claudia
    I agree......here here!

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