I received a clean bill of health on Monday after receiving chemo and lumbar puntures for Non-Hodgkins lymphoma. I had a malignant tumor behind my tongue. I just finished my chemo in August - 6 treatments and 6 lumbar punctures. I am very blessed to be in remission. However, I wake up everyday thinking is it going to come back. Every time my throat hurts I think the cancer is back.. I know this is normal, but is anyone else going through this. It seems to be consuming me everyday. Any advice? Thank you.