Lost my mom 10th June 2008

edited March 2014 in Leukemia #1
I dont know what to say but my mom was diagnosed with ALL in Jan and she lost her life in June .. I took care of her for a few years because of unrelated medical problems and devoted my time to caring for my mom and dad ( who is also disabled ) and im lost and mad and am hurting so baddly I just dont feel as if I can make it ... the saddest day of my life is the day my mom left and i feel sadder everyday