Hi everyone, I am having my own pity party. I can't believe after 4&1/2 years being cancer free I am now going through this nightmare again. Had my port put in yesterday, and they did a biopsy on left breast the one I had invasive cancer in because now I have inflammatory cancer in both breasts and cancer has spread to my hips and pelvis. I start chemo on monday and not looking forward in going through this again. I am really down and don't like the mental outlook I have right now trying to stay positive for my family but really hard knowing what I have to face again. I don't know what I would do if I didn't have this site to come to. Thank you all for letting me vent and share my feelings with you.