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oneagleswings
oneagleswings CSN Member Posts: 425 Member
edited March 2014 in Colorectal Cancer #1
well- my love Peter is still fighting the fight...he continues to get paracentesis for the ascites and blood for his low hemoglobin..(no more chemo) he has lost sooooo much weight- today after looking in the mirror he said by "looking at himself he should be dead".. I told him he was beautiful- and his looks are a mark of his strength and courage...he is still battling the blood clot and I know his liver is very stressed (he has yellow eyes and jaundiced skin)..but you know what?- his spirit keeps him positive and hoping he can stay "stable"- and not get any worse..maybe before I loose him there will be a medication breakthrough...??? doesn't hurt to hope right?..since without hope..life could be very bleak..
Bev
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  • Faith4Cure
    Faith4Cure CSN Member Posts: 405 Member
    #2
    Bev,
    My heart goes out to both of you. It has taken strength and courage to get to where you are. Yes, without hope, life would be very bleak......

    Thanks for your update. You are both in my thoughts and prayers tonight.

    Faith
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  • vinny3
    vinny3 CSN Member Posts: 928 Member
    #3
    Hi Bev, you and Peter are my heros for the fight you are putting up. Keep being optimistic and searching for the way that Peter will get better. You both are in my prayers.

    ****
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  • jsabol
    jsabol CSN Member Posts: 1,145 Member
    #4
    Hi Bev,
    Continued thoughts and prayers are coming your way; Peter's strength is awesome. Wishing you both continued strength and hope in this fight. Judy
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  • Moesimo
    Moesimo CSN Member Posts: 1,072 Member
    #5
    Bev and Peter,

    I am sending hugs and prayers your way.

    Maureen
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  • hopefulone
    hopefulone CSN Member Posts: 1,043 Member
    #6
    Bev, keeping Peter and you in my thoughts and prayers. There is Always Hope, you are right without it life could be bleak. As long as there is a God up above, there is always hope. God Bless and hugs ,
    Diane
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  • KathiM
    KathiM CSN Member Posts: 8,028 Member
    #7
    Oh, Bev. I remember the feeling...I lost 45 pounds. And was bald....sigh....

    Peter is lucky to have such a support as you...also you need to do things just for you, too!! Please don't forget....you are important, too!

    Hope is such a strong feeling! It can move mountains!
    Hugs, Kathi
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  • goldfinch
    goldfinch CSN Member Posts: 735
    #8
    Bev,
    Keeping you and Peter in my prayers.
    Mary
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  • pink05
    pink05 CSN Member Posts: 550
    #9
    Bev,

    Hope and faith are two things that have helped me since my father was diagnosed almost two years ago. Hang in there.

    -Lee-
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  • jenalynet
    jenalynet CSN Member Posts: 361 Member
    #10
    What an inspiration you both are. I hope and pray that Peter will remain stable. Hugs to you both, Audrey.
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  • ron50
    ron50 CSN Member Posts: 1,723 Member
    #11
    Peter and Bev my hopes and best wishes are winging to you across the Pacific. Wishing you both strength and peace. Ron.
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  • jerseysue
    jerseysue CSN Member Posts: 624 Member
    #12
    You and he sound like a wonderful couple giving each other support. My thoughts and prayers are with you both.
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  • kirsten1
    kirsten1 CSN Member Posts: 23
    #13
    sending lots of positive energy and prayers
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  • jams67
    jams67 CSN Member Posts: 925 Member
    #14
    Your positive energy will help others have the courage to fight. Prayers are being sent your way.
    Jo Ann
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  • oneagleswings
    oneagleswings CSN Member Posts: 425 Member
    #15
    jams67 said:

    Your positive energy will help others have the courage to fight. Prayers are being sent your way.
    Jo Ann

    thanks so much everyone your thoughts and prayers continue to give me strength
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