Hello! Sorry for being AWOL!

bsrules
bsrules Member Posts: 296
edited March 2014 in Colorectal Cancer #1
Hello Everyone!!
I'm terribly sorry for not keeping in touch. I have read the posts off and on as IO have been wyself worried about all of you!
Things for me haven't been the greatest. I couldn't get myself upbeat enough to post anything. I haven't given up but I just am having a hard time. I thought that the first year was rough well I know now I was in a major fog and this second year has hit me pretty hard. I don't know any other way to explain it.
I'm so glad that everyone had a wonderful time in Canada!! I'm sorry that I couldn't make it. I will try for Nashville but no promises.
I hope that EVERYONE had a GREAT Thanksgiving!!!!! I am thankful that you guys are my friends. I don't have to many anymore which that I am finding out.
I am finally off disability and back to work full time. I used to love driving the bus with all the kids but now I hate it. I can't wait to get home as soon as I can after each run. I am still trying to keep busy to get through the days but the nights suck!!!!
I have read that congradulations is do to Sponge Bob!!!! I am so very happy for you both!!!!!!
I try to write last week but my computor wouldn't send it so I am going to try again. I cann't seem to get anyone over to try and straighten it out.
I want all of you guys to have a wonderful and safe Holiday season!!!! Enjoy every minute you can. I will try to do the same.

Well, I'm sorry for the lack of excitement but I juat wanted you guys to know that I am still here and have been thinking of you all alot!!!

Thank You for being there for me when I needed you guys the most. I'm just sorry that I can't seem to be there for anyone else. I am so sorry for that. I am sending a hug to all of you! That is the best I can do right now.

Best Wishes and Prayers to everyone!!!

Love Always!

Sue

Comments

  • scouty
    scouty Member Posts: 1,965 Member
    #2
    Sue!!!!!!!

    I was beginning to worry and had a call out to Woody to come see you at your wonderful home. Remember him??????

    We toasted but missed you in Halifax and hope to see you in Nashville.

    You just keep moving forward, things will get better honey.

    Hugs and it is so good to hear from you.

    Lisa P.
  • bsrules
    bsrules Member Posts: 296
    #3
    scouty said:

    Sue!!!!!!!

    I was beginning to worry and had a call out to Woody to come see you at your wonderful home. Remember him??????

    We toasted but missed you in Halifax and hope to see you in Nashville.

    You just keep moving forward, things will get better honey.

    Hugs and it is so good to hear from you.

    Lisa P.

    Hi Lisa!!
    Thank You for caring about me as that is more then I can say about my 2 families. It just get very lonely. Thanks is all I can say!
    Sue
  • kerry
    kerry Member Posts: 1,313 Member
    #4
    Sue

    I also have been thinking of you. You always have a place here in Austin!!

    Please keep in touch, we always want to hear from you.

    Love,

    Kerry
  • spongebob
    spongebob Member Posts: 2,565 Member
    #5
    Sue -

    Great to hear from you! Glad to hear you are back to work (even if you aren't loving it right now, it does mean you are doing better health-wise).

    You take care and stay healthy. Have a great holiday season!

    - SpongeBob
  • Moesimo
    Moesimo Member Posts: 1,072 Member
    #6
    Sue,

    I wish it was going better for you. Try to enjoy the holidays if you can.

    Keep in touch.

    Maureen
  • goldfinch
    goldfinch Member Posts: 735
    #7
    Sue,
    I wish there were words to say that could make you feel better. You are (and have been) in my thoughts. Hang in there.
    Mary
  • KathiM
    KathiM Member Posts: 8,028 Member
    #8
    AW, Sue....I'm sorry you have this stuff to make you sad. Have you thought about changing what you do for a living? I know I have less patience with children now, I just write it off to old sucker's syndrome.

    Life is supposed to be good, but in order to have highs, there are a few lows. Find something to laugh about every day...my favorite is to laugh WITH people AT me (wierd, huh???)

    Please take care of you, and if it gets too bad, go talk to someone...I did, after my friend passed, and it helped alot!!!

    Hugs, Kathi
  • jsabol
    jsabol Member Posts: 1,145 Member
    #9
    Hi Sue, good to hear from you; but sorry to hear that you are still struggling. Sometimes it seems that the holidays make those who are feeling bad feel even worse. Hang in there; I know that the passage of time will help. You remain in my thoughts and prayers. Judy
  • jerseysue
    jerseysue Member Posts: 624 Member
    #10
    Stay strong and hope to see you again in Nashville.

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