My name is Natalie and I had Chronic Myelogenous Leukemia at age 4 and now just minor problems, such as chronic breathing problems and seizures. I'm 18 now, and after and during all of these illnesses, I seemed to be very timid, paranoid, terrified of rejection, seem like an outcast, and I have minor depression which is a big step for me b/c I used to have major depression, and I'm still trying to overcome being a cutter. I was wondering if all survivors go through this and if you've overcomed this obstacle how did you do that? Thanks for taking time to read this and help me. God Bless!