I have really had a rough week and need to get some things off my chest. I am 6 months post chemo (ACT) after a mastectomy. My cancer was ER and PR negative. I thought I was doing so well - hiding all my fears about the cancer reoccurring and dealing with my own mortality and going about living. Well, boy was I ever wrong! Today a person who works in the office with me UNLOADED on me and let me know how HORRIBLE I was to work with and she is about ready to quit. I had NO idea I was like that and was hurting people's feelings. She told me that everyone was walking around on eggshells around me. How can I be so unaware that I am being like that to people. I feel so bad about it. I guess I am not handling this as well as I thought. I was told by a friend that I could probably use someone to talk to but I am not accustomed to asking for help. I don't want to be like this but I am SO down now and I don't want to show my face at work after being told that people steer clear of me. I just want to put all of this CANCER stuff behind me but it just keeps rearing its ugly head at me and will not leave me. Will there always be an ugly, scary cloud over me and make me feel like this? I don't want people to steer clear of me or walk on egg shells around me. At least I didn't think I did. Any advise or should I just quit now.