I don't know what is wrong with me lately. I just feel so down. I have finished my chemo (5 weeks ago) and still have some residual side effects but certainly no worse than I had DURING chemo. I have had pain in my left shoulder for the last week and I am not sleeping very good so I guess that is bringing on the unhappiness. I am taking an anti-depressant but I still feel like I should be so much more positive than I am, since my chemo is over and I do not have to do any radiation. What is wrong with me? Is this feeling normal or do I need to change my meds? HELP!!! A lot of people are writing about celebrating but I just don't feel like doing anything. So what anniversary do you celebrate? I need to get in the celebrating mood and can't.