I just feel like I'm everyones worst nightmare. I'm 37 with two little girls (4 & 6). In Sept. 02 I was dx with b/c stage 3b. I just finished 4 rounds A/C and 4 of Taxotere. I was getting ready to start radiation when I started getting short of breath and coughing. Yep, mets to my lungs. Agressive, advanced, adverage life... maybe 2 years is what my onc is saying to me. I don't know yet if it is anywhere else. I'm still doing tests. I'm er- and her2-. It seems that after failing 3 chemo drugs there isn't much out there for me. I'm so depressed. I can't stand the thought of dieing and leaving my beautiful daughters. How would they ever be ok after loseing their mother? I feel so guilty. I was suppose to be here to raise them, love them and protect them!! What kind of hope can I give my 6 yr old when I know what the chances are? I'm sorry for going on and on but no one else could possably understand.