I had my masctectomy last week and just met with my oncologist yesterday. Although I had heard the side effects of nausea and hair loss, I hadn't considered the possibility of chemo shutting my ovaries down for life. While my life is of course most important now, up until about four weeks ago my biggest nightmare was not being able to have children. I am still single and in my mid twenties, the thought of this happening is unreal. Has anyone experienced this? In addition, my plastic surgeon and radiation oncologist advsied me to wait until after radiation treatment to have reconstruction and so I'm lopsided. Any suggestions for hiding this?