I am one year out from diagnosis/brca1/bilateral mastectomy/failed tramflap/chemo/radiation and numerous infections. Next wed I will under go a oophrectomy(removal of ovarian) and although I do have a six year old son its hard for me to deal with the fact that he will be my only child. I am only 27 years old and had hoped for more children. When I had my cancer diagnosis the first thing I said was when this is all over I am having another baby and here a I am and that choice is no longer mine. I guess I just need a pep talk.