I think I've said that about a million times throughout the day.
Today I lost my husband, my best friend, and my lover.
Our battle began just last year when he nearly left us then
He just turned 48 on Monday.
Happy Birthday baby, I love you.
I feel so empty or numb.
I try to keep face for our children (aged 15, 13 and 3).
I pray for all you going battling this beast.
May your higher power hear your prayers.