Aug 27, 2011 - 10:19 am
My Ric has maybe another day in this world. I am so broken inside. I'm trying to remember the good times, but he blames me for "poisoning him" and "Killing him". Hospice says it's the tumors in his brain talking to me, but I can't completely believe them. I got him to do Chemo, so by that respect, I DID poison him. In medically accepted ways, but it's still poison. He's leaving me so quickly. We went to the doctor Thursday, and he told us 3 months...instead, here I sit two days later, watchin my husband, out of his head, dying.