Oops, this whole week sucked!!

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meena1
meena1 Member Posts: 1,003
edited March 2014 in Breast Cancer #1
Since i previously posted that everything seemed ok with the new chemo treatment, I want to take it back. The whole entire week was terrible, I do not know how you ladies can handle the carbo/taxatere combo. I was nauseas and had the big D all week. The pain was awful from the neulasta shot (but this was warned because i have bone mets in my spine), I sob every night. I have been taking oxycotin and oxycodone for the pain, but still have an uncontrollable headache. Plus, i am starving!!! Everything i have eaten in the last year is now in some sewage dump! Also had a gusher of a nose bleed last nite. But anyway, got up to go to target today, got sick along the way and had to come home. Ended up going to Walmart (closer), bought lots of fun things! Plus, did you know that Ashton Kutcher cheated on Demi! This is true, read it in a STAR magazine, i cannot believe it, i really never liked Demi, she is so snitty. Oh, and there is so much going on, i bought 2 magazines and there is some dirt in them. Also, coming up with a new game plan for me after this chemo is over. Take care,
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  • fauxma
    fauxma Member Posts: 3,577 Member
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    Meena,
    Sorry for the swerve

    Meena,
    Sorry for the swerve in direction here. I hope that all these side effects will soon lift. And I hope the next game plan will kick cancers a$$.
  • Heatherbelle
    Heatherbelle Member Posts: 1,226 Member
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    Aww my sister I'm sorry
    Aww my sister I'm sorry you're feeling so crappy & sick....sending hugs your way...i had chemo yesterday, lucky me I got 3 new magazines in yesterday's mail so Im sitting on the couch flipping through them..I hope you get to feeling better, and soon!
    *hugs*
    Heather
    ps-never been a big fan of Demi, either
  • CypressCynthia
    CypressCynthia Member Posts: 4,014 Member
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    talk with chemo nurses
    I am so sorry that you are having a rough time on the new chemo. But I am glad that you at least made it to Wallie World so that you can keep current...lol. My only advice is that if you continue to have a rough time, talk with your chemo nurses. They were the ones who saved me during chemo by suggesting a daily dose of meds that got me through it. My oncologist was not as big a help with managing side effects as the nurses were.
  • roseann4
    roseann4 Member Posts: 992 Member
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    talk with chemo nurses
    I am so sorry that you are having a rough time on the new chemo. But I am glad that you at least made it to Wallie World so that you can keep current...lol. My only advice is that if you continue to have a rough time, talk with your chemo nurses. They were the ones who saved me during chemo by suggesting a daily dose of meds that got me through it. My oncologist was not as big a help with managing side effects as the nurses were.

    You're my hero!
    With all you are going through, you still make me chuckle. Good for you for getting out of the house.

    Roseann
  • ladybug22
    ladybug22 Member Posts: 646
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    meena1
    Sure hope next week is better. Hang in there hugs and love comming your way.
  • Katz77
    Katz77 Member Posts: 598
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    OMG
    Is it true about Demi and Ashton!!!! Must get those mags. I've been soo out of the loop.
    Meena Im sorry about horrible SE of treatment. Are u going to continue even w SE? Immodium for the big D? E-mend for nausea? Guess it's good u have an appitite. Stay close to the potty. Sorry u had to go to walmart. I cant stand walmart. Hugs to you that you'll feel better. Katz
  • Aortus
    Aortus Member Posts: 967
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    roseann4 said:

    You're my hero!
    With all you are going through, you still make me chuckle. Good for you for getting out of the house.

    Roseann

    No fooling, Roseann
    I looked at the thread title and thought "oh, no!" I read what has been happening and I thought "poor Meena!" Then I got to the part about Walmart, and the Star, and Ashton cheating on Demi, and I busted out laughing.

    Dearest Meena, it might look like the Beast may win a skirmish with you from time to time. But posts like your last one just prove to me that it will never win the war.

    God Bless!
    Joe and the Moopster
  • Ritzy
    Ritzy Member Posts: 4,381 Member
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    Katz77 said:

    OMG
    Is it true about Demi and Ashton!!!! Must get those mags. I've been soo out of the loop.
    Meena Im sorry about horrible SE of treatment. Are u going to continue even w SE? Immodium for the big D? E-mend for nausea? Guess it's good u have an appitite. Stay close to the potty. Sorry u had to go to walmart. I cant stand walmart. Hugs to you that you'll feel better. Katz

    Aw Meena, I am so very
    Aw Meena, I am so very sorry. I always look for your posts to find out how you are doing. I pray that these side effects go away for you really, really fast. I wish there was something I could do to help you.

    I am offering you positive thoughts, prayers and huge hugs!


    Sue :)

    p.s. I always thought Ashton and Demi were a joke. They don't even live together most of the time, she is in Idaho and he is in CA. And, they live on twitter. LOSERS! lol
  • cahjah75
    cahjah75 Member Posts: 2,631
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    Meena
    I started reading your post and my first reaction was oh no! I'm so sorry you're feeling awful and are suffering from side effects. I too lean towards the D but Immodium has helped. Despite all you're going through you still ventured out of the house and low and behold the rag trade caught your eye. You have such a positive spirit. Keep it up! Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers as you struggle with these chemo treatments.
    {{hugs}} Char
  • Huskymac
    Huskymac Member Posts: 12
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    Feel your pain!
    Lousy week! Just can't get over the hump. I have a hugh hemorrhoid...ouch. So weak and scared to take pain pills because of constipation. Is the t and c combo with Neulasta inj always this fun? We can do this right? Thanks for sharing!
  • DianeBC
    DianeBC Member Posts: 3,881 Member
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    Huskymac said:

    Feel your pain!
    Lousy week! Just can't get over the hump. I have a hugh hemorrhoid...ouch. So weak and scared to take pain pills because of constipation. Is the t and c combo with Neulasta inj always this fun? We can do this right? Thanks for sharing!

    What a horrible week for you
    What a horrible week for you Meena. I pray that you feel better very soon. You try to stay strong and fight, fight fight!

    You are so loved on this site and we are all cheering you on!


    Hugs, Diane
  • meena1
    meena1 Member Posts: 1,003
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    Huskymac said:

    Feel your pain!
    Lousy week! Just can't get over the hump. I have a hugh hemorrhoid...ouch. So weak and scared to take pain pills because of constipation. Is the t and c combo with Neulasta inj always this fun? We can do this right? Thanks for sharing!

    Huskymac, do not be afraid
    Huskymac, do not be afraid of pain pills. There are pills and foods to remedy the constipation, and you may still get the big D. This was my first episode with t&c and neulasta, and yes i believe it will always be this fun! But, we can do it. And just think of the HUGE hemorrhoid that Ashton is going to have, hahahaha. Would not want to have to put creme on that. Demi is going to kick his behind. By the way, it was STAR magazine, and they are promising even juicier details in next weeks mag.
  • Marcia527
    Marcia527 Member Posts: 2,729
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    Sorry for all the side
    Sorry for all the side effects of the chemo. I don't even know who Ashton or Demi are. I guess I live in my own little world. I hope next week is better.
  • smalldoggroomer
    smalldoggroomer Member Posts: 1,184
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    Oh Meena, I am so sorry for
    Oh Meena, I am so sorry for what you are going through. It is great that you can keep you sense of humor. You made me laugh. You are now and will always be in my prayers. We should all have the strength you have. Take care Kay
  • shy violet
    shy violet Member Posts: 167
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    Never ever give up...I saw
    Never ever give up...I saw your post a short time after I posted my thread God Sends Us An Angel...the most important thing is you will have ups and downs...but you will feel better. You will get to know when in your chemo cycle is a good day coming and one that you won't feel as good...if you are feeling really down and shaky it could be a change in your blood counts or you may want to drink more water...but God loves you and will listen...Looking forward to your contributions to our thread You know You're a Survivor When...you haven't lost your humor...love, Shy
  • DebbyM
    DebbyM Member Posts: 3,289 Member
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    Oh Meena, I am so sorry for
    Oh Meena, I am so sorry for what you are going through. It is great that you can keep you sense of humor. You made me laugh. You are now and will always be in my prayers. We should all have the strength you have. Take care Kay

    I am sorry Meena. This just
    I am sorry Meena. This just is NOT fair! After all you have been through and are going through, you still make me smile.

    Stay tough, fight the beast with all that you can!


    Praying for you,

    Debby
  • jnl
    jnl Member Posts: 3,869 Member
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    roseann4 said:

    You're my hero!
    With all you are going through, you still make me chuckle. Good for you for getting out of the house.

    Roseann

    You are my hero too!
    I so agree with Roseann! I have never known a braver sister in pink than you!


    Hugs, Leeza
  • carkris
    carkris Member Posts: 4,553 Member
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    Never ever give up...I saw
    Never ever give up...I saw your post a short time after I posted my thread God Sends Us An Angel...the most important thing is you will have ups and downs...but you will feel better. You will get to know when in your chemo cycle is a good day coming and one that you won't feel as good...if you are feeling really down and shaky it could be a change in your blood counts or you may want to drink more water...but God loves you and will listen...Looking forward to your contributions to our thread You know You're a Survivor When...you haven't lost your humor...love, Shy

    Oh crap!!!! I mean that in
    Oh crap!!!! I mean that in more ways then one. I used benefiber and immodium, the big D was my big problem.
    There is prescription lidocaine cream for the hemmorrhoid, make sure the doc checks as what I though was a hemmorrhoid was a fissure!
    Meena I keep hoping this gets easier, hopefully they can give you something to help the symptoms. glad you got your mags!
  • missrenee
    missrenee Member Posts: 2,136 Member
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    carkris said:

    Oh crap!!!! I mean that in
    Oh crap!!!! I mean that in more ways then one. I used benefiber and immodium, the big D was my big problem.
    There is prescription lidocaine cream for the hemmorrhoid, make sure the doc checks as what I though was a hemmorrhoid was a fissure!
    Meena I keep hoping this gets easier, hopefully they can give you something to help the symptoms. glad you got your mags!

    Oh, Meena, hope you are doing better soon.
    Sorry for such a crappy week. We can only hope and believe it will get better. Hope your symptoms subside--but I love your great sense of humor. Never lose that!

    Hugs, Renee
  • New Flower
    New Flower Member Posts: 4,294
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    I actually like Demi
    I am really sorry about it. Meena, yes it is not fun this combo. I had 6 cycles. Please take nausea medication before you got noxious. I took it on regular basis and was ok for the first4 rounds. Tylenol did help with Neulasta shout. Please relax, watch funny movies and try to take pleasure in simple things. Try to walk too. Wishing you to feel better soon.
    New Flower