Its been a rough 3 years for are family.In 2007 my mother inlaw past away with stomach cancer.She also had breast cancer some 20 years ealier.
It was just 3 months after her mother died my wife was diagnotes with stage 3 breast cancer.We never really got scared we did what we were told and stayed focused with love.Everything went well made it through all the required surgeries and treatments.At the end it was tough but she made it.
Well now 2 years after the last of it I have a wife that hates her body has no patience for her children or me.She has no desire for intimacy due to her medications and the dislike of her body.She also has fluid in her arm from the removal of the lymph nodes(she wears the sock).I have images that I think about also from helping with the drain tubes bandages and giving her shots.
This is were I get confused.Is it wrong for me to think of leaving her.Shes health today and working.I just want to be happy and Im not.I don't blame her but shes changed.We been married for 19 years now mostly good until late.We are in our mid to late 40's and I want to be happy the second half of my life.
Tell me what Im missing?