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"Slowly Learning to Live with the Physical Pain of Cancer"

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Sundanceh
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Note:  I need to talk here and this could be one of my last chances to write a good post.  Thanks for listening.

 

What does it feel like when the body starts dying?

I’ve asked myself that question the past several months as I’m battling my 4th recurrence.  There are times where I feel like my body feels like it is physically dying some days. 

Some days I’ve been better than the next or the preceding day.  There seems to be no rhyme or reason.  What seems to have gotten to me the most is the PAIN from the lung pleura.  This is the worst place to get it in the lung it seems.  There is a lot of associated pain in there and surgically it is a real challenge to operate.  It’s all about location. 

Even with the pain medication, I’m having a hard time writing to you today.  I have a high tolerance to pain meds so I’ve done well with staying with it and such…but as the doses go up, I can feel myself waning. 

Appetite is good some days, others not so much.  It’s so hard to keep a balance on everything.  There are days lately when I just want to give in and wish I would just blow away (without the pain that must come with it).

It’s so hard being in pain 24/7…and my onc said it’s hard to eradicate all the pain.  I know this.  It seems you either have to be dead or comatose….neither good choices. 

Cancer can turn so quickly….missing those treatments to try and go on that failed trip was good in the fact that I lived through the appendix fiasco….but it set me back on treatment.  Who knows what was right or wrong there.

I’m in so much pain, it’s hard to care about that anymore.

Ann said it good the other day….the pain makes it hard to “hear” anything.  I know what she means. 

It’s just hard to live like this….and you know in your heart it is going to get progressively worse.  Sometimes, you just wish you could flip the switch yourself to end the suffering.  It is amazing how quickly things can change in the cancer world.

I’ve heard it asked here before if cancer hurts?

Yes, it can.  Mine just feels like there is less wiggle room to breathe and find any kind of relief.  It’s hard to stand for long or sit down….and my favorite…lay down. 

I get upset when the body begins to fail us….when we begin to lose the control to have control of ourselves.  You have to fight the pain to make your appts.  One day, I was in the appendix guy’s waiting room and hurt so bad, I couldn’t sit up.  There we people all around and you’re trying to put on the brave face but you know people are noticing you hurting. 

Walk out of the hospital doors and there is another life going on out there…..one you had…and lost.

You know what’s funny?

About 4-months I was doing (or thought I was) pretty good.  No sign of cancer….I was on no medication but a Zytrtec tablet for allergies.  I was writing at my highest level…..about to get an article published….and felt like I was helping people really good.

And then the rug came out from under me…

Now, I don’t know where I’m headed or how long it will take.  Part of me wants to go….part of me wants to stay…..but not like this indefinitely.  It’s painful watching it slip away.  I’m still ‘good’ but bad at the same time. 

I guess I’m just scared about the future now….really for the 1st time. 

I was too naïve before….now I just know too much….but on the other hand, not enough. 

I’m sorry I can’t be with you more….I often wonder how much more I’ll be able to participate unless we turn a corner in the relief department.  There’s gotta be something. 

Just know I love you….I miss you….and I have not forsaken you.  I’m just having a hard time these days doing. 

We’ll hope treatment buys me some more time….or even works. 

It’s all scary stuff.

It’s true what they said…..”When you got your health – you got it all.” 

I’ve got to go now….it took me a couple of passes just to write this dribble. 

I'll summzarize by just saying that I'm trying to find a way to live with the pain of cancer.....and it (ain't) easy after all.

I'm still 4-months behind my boy,Phil.....but now I wonder for how much longer. 

Gotta' go lay down again folks.....sorry this was not a better post.....but it is a snapshot of what I'm dealing with....maybe it will help someone down the road.  I'll keep trying.  Chemo has been rescheduled for this upcoming Friday.

Best of luck and wishes to everyone out there!

Love/Craig

esk2poo
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Craig,

I don't post much but always lurk. Don't take this personal but at first, I used to just skip over your posts. They were too long. I couldnt stand reading in school and not even a kids book for my children. I dont know, maybe I have ADHD but we never heard of it when I went to school and really don't care. Add in what I still call chemo brain and I do not remember the first sentence I read after I read the second one. But I have become quite fond of you and your writing. I hope you can find some major relief from the pain. It sucks royally. I have the neuropothy and 6 herniated discs now along with the arthritis, stenosis, and all the other crap I shouldn't know how to spell. I myself have always said when I get to that point, I am going to be so high, I will not know what is going on. There are too many good drugs out there to really have any pain in the state your in. Hope you sought pain management. I believe I read in the past you had problems with fentanyl. That's a shame if so. I wouldn't be able to walk without it.Good luck,

Allen

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Fentanyl is a godsend:)

Unfortunately, I've moved up to .075mcg....with Dilaudid @ 4mg every 6 hours or so.....I could not function any without them.

It looks like we are going to have to move up the dosage on the Fentanuyl though to 1.0....fortunately I had a couple of .025's left over....but even that is not quelling the relef as it once did.

I'm upset because I just changed out yesterday, but feel just as bad before....mostly bedridden the last couple of days with no appetite to speak of....pain shuts that down.

I was doing better a couple of weeks ago, as I've been helping my wife with business about the house......I take those and do what I can.....because other days are like this one and yesterday.

Thanks for your post....nice to meet you.  I'm glad my writing WON you over, lol!

-Craig

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I'm so sad reading this, but also glad that you gave up some of your precious energy to write it.  You don't have to be witty or profound or anything with us.  Just letting us share the journey with you, as best we can, is enough.  

I can "hear" the loss of hope in your words and I know at least some of that is from the pain.  I said in my other comment that chronic pain makes it hard to hear anything, but that's not entirely true.  What you hear is pain itself, whispering non-stop in your ear that things will never be better, that the hell you are in at this moment is all you will experience for the rest of your life.  I can completely understand how worn down you must feel.

I want to hold onto hope for you, pal.  I want to believe, and I continue to believe, that this chemo will help you once it gets underway.  And then the pain will have to shut its f'ing mouth for a while and let you hear what the rest of the world has to say.

Try to hold tight for a little longer, see how the tx plays out.  I know your hopes for the future have been really destroyed by this latest round.  I'm asking whoever is in charge of this universe to give you the time you need to heal and regain a little of that hope you once had.  And I hope you keep coming here just to talk, knowing we don't need anything fancy.

Lots o' love~AA

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I'll have to clear the cob webs to get any more profound or witty:) LOL!

For the pain I'm in, this was good.....took me 3x getting up to write it. 

I will hold on....we've got to see if treatment helps any at all....and I'm still pushing the palliative approach in my lung.....no takers until chemo shows something.  The Iriinotecan did not work.

Great to see you!

-Craig

UncleBuddy
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This miserable disease just sucks all the joy out of people. I keep looking for your posts and hope you can find some relief from your pain. I appreciate your honesty because I know I have to face the fact that my sweet brother is heading down the same road as you. I am pragmatic and like to know what is happening, what can be done and what to expect. In a crazy way, it helps me deal with all the stuff that will happen, just by knowing what CAN happen. I don't know if that makes any sense, but I see my broter getting weaker and weaker. I guess your voyage is preparing me for his.

 I pray and hope that you are abe to get better and your pain stops. Your posts always caught my attention and I love following your story. I just hope there's a good ending.

Please take care and get well.

Lin

{{{HUGS}}}

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Perhaps, this is the Swan Song of my journey.....

If so, I want to help as many as I still can.....that was bring me joy just 3 months ago....and then snatched away in the night.

Thanks for reading.

-Craig

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                     I asked my rheumatologist about pain the other day. I said can't you make it stop. Yes we can make it stop but unfortunately you will stop too. I am struggling, protein loss way up in the nepphrotic zone. Looking at starting cyclosporine tomorrow. If it works I may be around a while longer. If it doesn't ,well I can't have a transplant and I don't fancy dialysis for life. I guess we are both at focal points in our life. Either things start working for us orwe stop working. My rheumatologist has finally started yelling about how I should be on disability. Taken him long enough. I guuess I'll take him at his word and see how good he is  of if it's all just talk. Stay as pain free as you can mate, Regards Ron.

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I'm sorry you are in so much pain,I hope the new medication works.It's not easy to live with pain,and it never gets any easier.I hope that you can stay with us for a long time to come.It's to easy to give up,I know i've felt like it many times.I will keep praying for you,and cross my fingers.I hope everything works out for the better.

jen2012
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Pain sucks....cancer sucks more.  So sorry Craig. My hubby just moved from the hospital..3 weeks and 1 day.   Now in a rehab place.  He was on the constant drip of dilaudid ..think the highest was 5 and he just slept all the time.  They converted his dilaudid to 275 of fentynyl patch..plus a dilaudid pump of 1 every 15 mins as needed.  He also has an order of dilaudid ..12 mg every 3 hrs.  Since changing over to the pump at rehab , he doesnt hit it anymore...and has not been taking the pills by mouth much.  So the 275 of the patch is a huge amount but its not knocking him out like the dilaudid.  Not sure if that is good or bad...more time awake means more thinking and hes pretty down.  Being at rehab with a bunch of old people running laps around you kind of sucks.  Do you have a pain mgt doc?  

 

I feel kind of loopy from the happenings of the last couple of months and know im rambling here..just hope they can get your pain under control and you get better.  Will be thinking of you friday...and every day...

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I am really sad reading your post.  I love how your write and your incredible wit and humor.  Please do not lose that. 

I am sorry you are in pain - I call that the residual cancer crap that we have to deal with.

I hope you find a comfortable balance to control the pain. 

Please post when you can. 

Love and hugs - your writing has helped me on many a dark day!

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Craig my dear friend! Grab the rope and hang on, give your self the right to hope 

Send  Big Billy a line and tel him you need him! he will help you And hopefully give you strength  to continue fighting this dreadful decease of ours, work with your body

you know we are all behind you rooting for you, do whatever it takes to get a better quality of life, pain does not help, it takes a lot of strength to fight pain, so ask for whatever is available to you so you can fight the cancer.

I strongly believe there is always hope.

Take care, love you buddy. Marjan 

 

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Your post has saddened me because your pain and emotions are coming through so loud and clear.  I'm sure that I've missed a post about you quitting work, but I'm sure you have by now.  You need to focus everything you have on your upcoming treatment and get some help getting your pain under control.  With all that is out there to help with pain medication, you should ask your doctor to help and stress that it is not tolerable.  I'm hoping that your new treatments will work for you and give you some relief.  You shouldn't have to feel you need to write much when you come on to post, just a couple words would let us know how you are doing.  Being a writer, I'm sure you find comfort in expressing how you are feeling, and as much as we love those eloquent posts, you writing one sentence brings us hope.  Hang in their kiddo.  You have a lot of prayers coming your way and a lot of people that are in your corner rooting you on.  I'm waiting to hear a little roar from this lion and hopefully soon.

Hugs!  Kim

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I'm taking a deep breath here at the end of your post.  To hear and see the toll pain takes on a person is, I think, the hardest thing of all.  

I'm going to keep it simple and say, thank you Craig, for your wonderful witty posts, that I'm sure made people think as much as it made them smile.  

Hoping your pain can be kept to a minimum and of course, you are always in my thoughts, 

Ellen 

 

 

 

Cathleen Mary
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Oh, Craig, this breaks my heart. I've missed your posts but know that these have been difficult weeks for you. You hardly had a chance to celebrate your writing success when the pain kicked in. Do you have a pain management doc?  It seems there should be some relief.  It is hard to find the energy to continue the fight when it all goes to dealing with pain.  I am hoping and praying chemo works for you once again. A lot of people are rooting for you and grateful for your presence on this board. Don't carry the burden of being eloquent...we just love you! 

Hugs,

CM

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Hey buddy,

Reading your post became very emotional for me, so I couldn't respond earlier.  The thought of you being in so much pain that you can't even type is difficult for me to wrap my head around.  But as always, you continue to be an inspiration with your strength and courage - but really, I wouldn't have expected anything less from our resident Lion!  :)  And as the others have stated, you don't need to write long posts, just a "Hi folks!", would be just fine.  :)

Luv ya,

Cyn

(All my best to Kim too of course.)

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Thank you for taking your precious strenght to think of us.

I wish I had some profound words for you...but I am at a loss.

Know that you are loved by many...not only for what you have given...but also for who you are.

May that love help to shield you from pain and may our hugs give you comfort.

Love and hugs from me to you,

Marie who loves kitties

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Craig, I am so sorry you are in such pain. I wish I could take some of it for you. The first post I ever read was yours and I knew I wanted to be part of this family. Your words have a way to captivate and every time the lion comes up I know it will be a  inspiring. Now it is our turn, please come to us when you are scared or don't think you have the strength to deal with it. I am hoping for everything imaginable to be positive - the pain management and the new chemo. I am not very good at expressing myself in writing(although my two oldest boys are English teachers). Just know I am thinking of you and so grateful to know you. Ann

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Craig, I am so sorry you are experiencing so much pain.  I hope you find more relief soon.

Holding you in the Light,

Aud

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I wish I could comfort you so much right now as you have always done for others.

Interesting that the word comfort originates from the Latin 'con fortis', meaning to 'be strong with'.  Seems being strong with someone means creating a sanctuary for them ... just listening and allowing the person to acknowledge their pain ... may we be this for you at this very challenging time.

Peace, love, and courage to you.

Cynthia

 

hippiechicks
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Craig...

It is so good to see you post!  I am so sad to read you are in such pain, (tears for you) wishing I had some answers or advise to help ease things for you. I am also on the path of refusal to meds for the pain and trying to keep on top of things with ibuprofen, heat (several times per day) and a multitude of therapies.  I do think of you often and keep you in my well wishes!  

You have given such a gift with sharing your experiences and wisdom here with us.   You have made such a difference in so many lives by doing so.  With that I hope you can find some comfort and inner peace during this part of your journey and use that as a tool to come out of this part stronger and ready to roar!

Are you able to drink some carnation breakfast drinks or boosts to help with the weight?  I found the instant carnation tasted better, are good warm or cold and have just as much good stuff in them and a bit easier on the pocket.  How are you doing eating? Baked mac and cheese is always a good comfort food!

I also will be watching for your posts .. but I do understand the pain and fatigue. 

Take care dear Craig. Rest and heal.  That is most important. 

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Your post put tears in my eyes, tears for the pain you are going through, if I could take a little bit away from you and give it to myself to help ease your pain I would do so.

i can only hope your pain eases as the treatments do their job for you.

Even short posts from you are a welcome read.  I do miss you so much.

Love!

Winter Marie

sky123
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Hi Craig, my name's Theresa and I'm glad to meet you. Your post means so much to me. Four or so months ago I was suddenly in considerable and constant pain from what turned out to be, as best we can figure, a problematicly placed peritoneal met. I had never experienced anything like unremitting pain. It took my life away as I knew it, and I was hit square in the face with the reality that some deaths by cancer are painful, and I drew that lot. That was also when I really understood that I was indeed dying, even if not yet close to death. I went back on chemo, though, and it has done a great deal of good. The pain is still there, yet at a minimal level. But I know it is there, waiting, and that it will have its day.

I guess I write this to tell you I really hear you, that your voice speaks for me, and that I hope treatment gives you relief, too.

Wishing you all good things,

Theresa

rls67
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I just read your post, I was caught up in my own crap. After reading your post, I think I found another crack in my heart. I don't know how much more my heart can take. Your posts have always been an inspiration to me. My heart is breaking for you my friend. I don't know what else to say. I hope you find some relief fast. Take care and may you find some peace. God Bless.

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I am so sorry buddy that you are in so much pain.  I wish I had a magic want to take it away.  Sending you lots of love, compassion, understanding and hope.   I wish it was possible for Cynthia and I to come down there and visit with you and Kim but please know that you are never far from my thoughts as you go thru this most difficult time.

Love and Hugs to you and Kim -

Tina

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it t.ook me awhile to post also as i too can hear your pain through your words.i guess when a person can truly touch someone through thier words they are truly a great writer.someone said you dont have to write too long of a post just a word or two just to let us know you are ok that is all we need for now.let big billy take some of your pain or better yet let the man upstairs take it from you as He did take my pain away during my last hospital stay.be strong as i know you will be and please remember we are only a type on the keyboard away....Godbless....johnnybegood

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Craig my heart is completely broken into two peices reading your post. Your are such a beautiful person and have given so much to all of us. You are in my thoughts and pryers every single day.I just don't know what else to say. I am sorry that I can't be more helpful.

LindaK.
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All I can say is that I agree with every response to your post here Craig.  Know we are all pulling for you, our friend with the gift to write so eloquently and help so many.  My first friend on this board, you reached out to me and knew exactly what to say to help me as a caregiver.  For that, I am forever grateful to you.  Thank you for the update, painful as it was for you.  XOXO Linda

danker
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We have all experienced pain, but I suspect not at the level you are undergoing.  Hang in  there if you can.  Maybe some nice trip is still in  your and Kim's future.  Good luck!!!

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Hey, Craig. Hope you feel better soon. Pain is not fun Yell

My plan is to be doped out.  I think somebody else in this thread said the same thing. I realized how little I know about medical marijuana - I went to a website and it provides names and grades for the various pot offerings. I knew about Maui Wowie but didn't believe medical marijiana would be sold on a serious website with such names!  Check it out and you will laugh. 

 

http://www.herbalgardens.org/our-medicine.html

 

what do you think the difference is between pineapple express and purple trainwreck?? You could probably use Mr Nice Guy..

Karin

ketziah35
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Craig, I have nothing to add to your post but I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you and praying for you.

krtz

Chelsea71
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Hi Craig.  I've been procrastinating in responding to your post.  I sure don't have any words of wisdom for you.  I don't know what it's like to live with physical pain.  I'm only familiar with the emotional kind.  I have a tendency to avoid commenting on these situations as I don't like to come across as sounding like I understand what you (and too many others who have cancer) are going through.  My cancer experience has been much different and I don't want to pretend to understand what it's like to cope with chronic pain.   

I think back to last year at this time.  Things were starting to go downhill with Steve.  You were pumping out a lot of big, long, inspirational posts that really helped me.  Gave me something to hold onto.  It saddens me how much things can change in one year. I'm just feeling sad in general.  Sad for you, sad for me, sad for Steve who's been robbed of his life by this god forsaken disease.  I wish things were different.

Please let us be there for you.  Forget about helping others and just focus on getting well.  All we need are just a few words now and then to let us know how it's going.  I think about you every day.  Hope it goes well on Friday.

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I've always read your posts, and rarely do i have much to add.  you truly are the king of this battle and the Lion is so appropriate.

 

thank you for sharing this post as all of us Stage IV are curious what might be ahead for us. I appreciate you sharing what you're going through and I really hope you continue to share as much as you can.

 

praying for you from Toledo.

 

Joe

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We'll take it day by day....and see if treatment can help some.

So nice to hear from everyone:)

Fight for my love
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Your post brought tears to my eyes. I understand the pain, it is real. I hope the best for you, I hope the treatment will work for you. Take care.

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So sorry for your pain Craig! I would have posted sooner, but  I've been reallybusy. My Mom passed away on Wednesday and before she passed she was in a lot if pain. It made me so angry. I felt helpless.    She is resting now in peace.  

 

But, hey!  You need some Cannabis. Do they allow medical mj in Texas?  They do in Ca!  

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I'm so sorry to hear about your mom passing....my condolences to you and your family.

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Craig,

Continue to blaze that trial no matter where it may lead!  I'm watching, praying, and hoping things get better for you.  Peace!

Buster

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Craig - I'm so sorry you're having to deal with all this.  I saw your post a few days ago in response to my bummy news but wanted to respond here.  I think being in pain is the worst.  I liked what AA said, that you can't hear anything else.  Continue trying new drugs until you can find some relief, and can hear again.  I hope the FOLFOX works and gets things under control.  Try to keep some hope alive.

You are a treasured member of our board and I will continue to pray for you that your symptoms can be relieved.  Let us know how you're doing when you can.  We're pulling for you.  Wishing you some peace from the pain.  Traci

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I too have been reading and re-reading your post and finding it hard to reply.

Your pain, both physical and emotional, hits close to home. It leaves me speechless and I'm sorry. 

You are a strong man, and you'll continue being strong, even when you can't join us or share your strenght, we will feel it. 

I think its pretty obvious that you are loved here in a HUGE way. May our love and the love of those around you lift you when you can't lift yourself.

Blessings!

 

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much, as, like Chelsea, am the caregiver and can't even begin to understand the pain and the emotions that go along with a cancer dx.

I only get a glimpse here and there. (Your posts really helped!)  I see Robert's constant pain from mouth sores, teeth that are painful and loose, old injuries that 

are aggravated by the treatments and surgeries, the pharmacy of pain meds and the days spent in the recliner, doped up and sleeping.

In between, there are the good days.

I hope good days are ahead for you and the treatments be a breeze!  

I think and pray for you often.

Love,

Angela

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Craig,

Just wanted to say that I'm thinking about you and hope that you're feeling a little better.

Take care buddy,

Cyn

 

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Thanks for posting - I know it took a lot out of you.  You're our rock.  I hope your doctors can solve your pain issues and you can move on with your treatment.  So sorry.

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You have given us more inspiration and information and honesty and wisdom over the years than any medical person, journalist, or swami could ever!

Don't worry about us Sweet Craig. Please. Let us pray for you and for some relief of the pain. Feel our love and support

(hugs)

Peg

 

smokeyjoe
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Haven't been on here much, basically because of same reason as you ...... no energy, pain meds....lack of appetite, spending a lot of time just trying to keep comfortable and cozy ....... frustrating because my brain isn't co-operating it wants  to go go go.    

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Craig, 

I pray today on Christmas.

That you will find relief from pain and healing will be received. And I pray that your holiday will be filled with Love. And your heart will be warmed by family and friends. And I pray that you will be inspired to write another profound piece.

Thank you Craig. For sharing so much with us!

God bless you and yours.

Sincerely,

Phil

jane283
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Wishing you all the luck in the world...

Hopefully life will turn positive ....and the cancer would go away...again...

Good luck and take care...

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Thinking of you my friend. i hope and pray the pain gets under control.

Aloha,

Kathleen

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