Sad sad day

Hi All,

Sadness and loss has hit me again. My dear sweet "other" mom has passed from lung cancer. She never smoked, ever.

She fought so very hard and tried everything she could. We all thought that she would be okay.

She is a second mom to me and the one I turned to this past year after losing my mom.

I feel numb and too tired to cry. Sort of like being in a daze. Sort of afraid to cry, I may never stop.

I am ready for a break from lifes ever changing journey. Still trying to deal with the loss of my beloved mom and recover from the surgery and deal with all the cancer/health issues still ahead of me.

To go from such happiness for my daughter to such sadness in less than a week, well it's very hard.

If you can send Barbara's dear family some prayers or good thoughts to help them through this very tough time, I would be so grateful. They have been so supportive and helpful to me, I wish I could take away their pain and mine too.

Barbara was such a warm, sweet, caring, strong woman and she was only 4 ft. 9 in. tall. She was a pillar to me !

Feeling so sad today and so lost...