Jan 16, 2013 - 5:43 pm
Hey everyone, i went to the Dr. yesterday to find out the results of my second liver biopsy, because the first one came back benign. so after 3 rounds of Chemo they did another ct scan and found that the liver spots are growing. So it turns out that the liver spots are actually cancerous and have been mutated tobe more resistant of the chemo. It was not the good news that we were hopeing for and fractly is making me sad and a little depressed. to see and have a dr. tell you the prognosis was not good and i shouldnt make any big purchases, to take it month by month was a little sad. I cant wait untel my normal Onc gets back from vacation! I feel like the little hope i had is slowly fading away. I know that this was going to be hard but i didnt think it would be so emaotionally hard. I find my self thinking about things that i would normally never have to think about. Like how will my family handle my death, is there something more i can do to help relieve the finacial burdon on my wife. Do i want a child? do i want to bring a child into this world know that there dad will not be there to grow up with them. I am sad and having a hard time finding answers to my questions. sorry my head is spinning with emotions today and i am having a hard time concentrating on anything.