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Dreaded tests - Again

lfondots63's picture
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Joined: Jan 2006

Hi Everyone,

I haven't been on the boards for a long time so I doubt anyone will remember me. Short history. I was dx 2005 with stage 3 and on my birthday had it removed. I went through chemo and only was able to do 9 out of 12 because of my diabetis. Chemo plays havoc with that. I found out about a month ago that my CEA was slowly climbing. Granted it is still under 'normal' (hate that word!) but it is still climbing. I have a colonoscopy Thursday so finding myself slowly freaking as it draws near. I just wanted to post something since I know many of you understand and it is so hard to talk to people that don't go through this. I'm now at the 'Canceritis' state again. Afraid that it is back but I know that I will fight it again with all I have if it does. Trying to cope with humor. Telling people in my life that if it is back, I lost a ton of weight before on chemo.... maybe I can get to my goal weight this time with it?? I try to see the positive side. LOL. I'm pretty sure I'm fine but there is that 1% chance I'm not. HUGS to everyone here fighting against the beast.

Brenda Bricco
Posts: 579
Joined: Aug 2011

Hang in there... I hope for all good news.
God bless you.

Sonia32's picture
Posts: 1078
Joined: Mar 2009

Sending, prayers, good vibes anything that I can your way. I'm sure your scope will be ok.

Posts: 308
Joined: Mar 2012

Will have you in my prayers.. Waiting on my 3d CT in July since December. Understand entirely the anxiety !

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