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Geri1959
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Good Morning my Friends

I refer to each and every one as my friends, who have helped me along the journey, however yesterday morning my Michael, my Angel was called back to heaven.. as I am writing this, I feel he making his way to where he needs to be, it was time his heart stopped he had enough and was tired, although we thought we would have more time, that was not to be.

He was diagnosed with a rare form of cancer in the small bowels in May of 2011,he had 5 chemo treatments then went down hill from there he could not eat he was getting hydration and he would get worst with every hydration treatment he had two... then at 4:15am on October 5th he ask me to call 911, while he was being transported his heart stop,
and he was gone.. I know he is happy I know he had to leave me, he was tired, he fought so hard and when through so much my brave angel.. and in the next few days I have to say good by to my angel for the last time... and it is going to be so very very hard, but he is at peace, he was only 50 years old too young. Please send your thoughts to my Michael so he has a pleasent journey to the place he needs to be.

thank you my friends

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karen40
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Geri,
I'm so sorry for your loss.
Sending good thoughts to Michael to make his journey a pleasant one.
Sending good thoughts to you,as well.
Take care,
Karen

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plh4gail
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I'm so sorry for your loss...I pray for you and your family to have comfort now.

gail

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TMac52
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My prayers are being said for you this morning. So sorry for your loss. Tom

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LivinginNH
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Dear Geri, My condolences to you and your family. May the fond memories of your life together always warm your heart. In sympathy, Cynthia

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pete43lost_at_sea
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geri,
my sincerest condolences.
as you said, peace at last.
hugs,
pete

laurettas
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Joined: May 2011

I am so sorry for your loss. I hope that you are able to find peace in this journey and have friends and family to surround you at this time.

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pepebcn
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My prayers today will be for him.

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jjaj133
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Gerri, I am so sorry for your loss. I am sending prayers, for you and yours.
Judy

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herdizziness
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My most pleasant thoughts are with Michael on to his new journey. My tears are for you, the one left behind, you are both too young to be going separate ways in this form already.
From your words, I can see you are such the brave soul. In your darkest moments of sorrow, as you remember the love you two shared, may that cheer up your thoughts. May you feel him beside you as you start this lonely walk.
My thoughts are with you, I'm so sorry.
Winter Marie

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tommycat
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To find out in May, and then have him pass over 5 months later is shocking. Can only imagine how much your head and heart are reeling.
He was loved by you. That is crystal clear from your post.
Take what solace you can from your family and friends, incl those here on this Board.
With great sympathy,
Your friend in California

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tina dasilva
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I'm so sorry for loss may he R.I.P .God bless

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wolfen
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May you both find peace and meet again later in a beautiful place.

Luv,

Wolfen

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Sundanceh
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Hi Geri

I did not get the opportunity to get to know you and your husband's story. I am truly sorry for that. I've been posting some and working on my cancer book quite a bit, so sometimes I don't catch everything like I used to.

I am very sorry for your loss and sorry that this happened to your partner. He knew something was wrong but time got away from him. It's heartbreaking to hear your story. I know the days ahead will be more than challenging as you try and step through the challenges before you.

I just wanted to offer you my sincerest condolences and for comfort and strength for the coming days as you do the things that you must do.

Michael already knows the answer to what is the biggest question that awaits all of us, "Where do we go after here."

I hope at some point, he will be able to tell you this and that all is well. I wish you nothing but the best for your future - the times are dark now, but eventually the shadows will fade and light will once more shine through.

It will never take away the pain you feel or bring Michael back, but you will find some kind of meaning to get you to the next day. I wish I knew of something more comforting to say.

I'm just deeply sorry for your loss.

-Craig

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lizzydavis
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Geri,

My heart goes out to you. May God bless you and give you strength and comfort. May your heart be filled with wonderful memories of the joyful times together and peace in knowing he suffers no more.

With sincere sympathy,

Lizzy

relaxoutdoors08
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Joined: May 2011

Geri,
I am sorry for your loss. You must be in shock. From the time of his diagnosis to his final days was so short. His time with you and your family here on earth was too short. We pray for a cure for cancer. Prayers for you and your family.
NB

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karguy
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I am so sorry for your loss,may he rest in peace.I will pray for you both.

buckeye2
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This journey is so scary but so much easier when you have each other to lean on. You are now living my biggest fear which is losing that single person who always makes it better. I wish you strength during the days ahead and maybe even laughter as you remember the good times you shared. Lisa

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annalexandria
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I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. I just joined this forum today and yours was the first post I read. I lost my sister to cancer several years ago, and all I can say is that I share your sorrow. My prayers are with you and your family, Ann

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Annabelle41415
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So sorry to hear that. My heart goes out to you and you are right he is in a better place. May you find peace through this troubling time.

Kim

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steveandnat
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I'm really sorry and will pray for you to have all the strengh over the next few days. At 50 this is way too soon. He is in a better place and his suffering is over. Stay strong and I'll be thinking of you this week.
Jeff

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tootsie1
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Hey, Geri.

I'm so sorry about Michael's passing, but as you said, he's in a better place. No more pain and sickness for him now! Praying for peace for you.

*hugs*
Gail

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christinecarl
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I am sorry for you loss, prayers for you all.

“May the road rise up to meet you,
may the wind be ever at your back.
May the sun shine warm upon your face
and the rain fall softly on your fields.
And until we meet again,
May God hold you in the hollow of his hand.”

pscott1
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so sorry for your loss. Be strong and try to hold on to all of the wonderful memories. I'll be praying for you.

Pam

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Kathleen808
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Geri,

I'm so sorry about Michael's passing, my deepest condolences to you. Praying for peace for you.

Aloha,
Kathleen

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laurie83833
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Geri:

My heart goes out to you in this time of sorrow and loss. Micheal is at peace now and no longer in pain. Yes, a very young man to have gone through this fight.

Keep strong and each day that passes, you will start to live again without Micheal physically by yourside but he will always be alive and with in your heart forever.

Hugs to you and your family,
Laurie

janie1
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Dear Geri, I am so sorry for your loss. Please, please, take care of yourself.

Geri1959
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Joined: Sep 2011

My Micheal has been honor and he has now passed because I am starting to feel him,it is hard to sleep, Michael and I use to hold hands every night before we go to bed we would kiss each other every morning, and when I do fall a sleep it is only for a hour or two.

it is hard when I wake up in the middle of the night and he is not there...it is at those moments I feel so alone, I have no control over my emotions so I am scared to go out side,

I don't want to be at walmart and start crying, I don;t know when I can go back to work

today was a beutifull day out and I sat in the back yard listening to music and I felt he was there with me telling what to do with the house how to handle thing,

So thanks for helping him cross over

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lizzydavis
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I sent you a private message.

Hugs,
Lizzy

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keystone
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Bless your heart its got to be so difficult. You'll be in my thoughts and prayers. Stephanie

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alexinlv
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how sorry I am for you My thoughts and prayers are with you now.

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toyfox
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I'm so sorry for your loss....my heart goes out to you.
Linda

Psalm 91
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I'm so sorry. I wish I could say or do more. My prayers will be with you. Pat

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