Brenda happy birthday

hey i haven't posted in a while but i am saddened to read about so many who have died in the last few months. My neice Rachel now has her own bedroom here. She loves it. She has a terrible relationship with her fahter. She will be 16 soon and says she is not going home. She does not want to answer his calls, but I always encourage to answer his calls, She has gone golfing with him a few times and has dreaded it everytime.They are sup
posed to be going again on Sunday and she does not want to go. She is afraid to speak up to him. He has been decent for the most part and for the most part has stopped bugging her to come home. But I believe he thinks this is temporary, but she says she is never going home and that my house is her home now.
Any way, just thinking of her today as it would have been her 44th birthday. missing her very very much. my mother, rachel, me and my two daughters went to NYC yesterday sort of for her birthday. we saw Mama Mia on Broadway. Loved the play, but the trip was not the same with out her. i hate how you realize nothing will ever be the same. thanks for "listenig" Love you all.

amy