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Feeling sad today ,not very usual on me but not very positive today !

pepebcn
pepebcn Member Posts: 6,331
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  • pepebcn
    pepebcn Member Posts: 6,331
    unknown said:

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    well I don't know wether is the weather, or back to the
    back to the fight again ,and asking me what for ? 4 more months of Ned.. is worth it?.I don't know sorry for vent it!
    Hugs Graci.
  • wolfen
    wolfen Member Posts: 1,324
    pepebcn said:

    well I don't know wether is the weather, or back to the
    back to the fight again ,and asking me what for ? 4 more months of Ned.. is worth it?.I don't know sorry for vent it!
    Hugs Graci.

    What The Heck?
    Pepe,
    Hope this will make you smile a little. When my husband fell through the coffe table the other day, I removed the broken glass piece. A little while later, our big fat cat came running into the room and leaped for his favorite resting place. You should have seen his expression when he landed inside the table. I have since replaced the glass. My point being even if the glass has been broken for a while, it can be fixed for many years to come. Please feel better. Everyone needs you here.

    Picture is on my expressions page.

    Take Care,
    Wolfen
  • herdizziness
    herdizziness Member Posts: 3,624
    Ahhh
    Ahhh our Spanish friend, do not be sad. The sun has risen and kissed your face, can you not feel it's warmth? Another day to look at you wife and feel her love? To hear the laughter of children around?
    Ahh my friend, we are thankful for each day your are here, for each day we our here. These thoughts of wondering why we struggle is just temporary. You will smile later today for some reason and then realize that is why you keep trying.
    Thinking of you and sending bright thoughts your way.
    Winter Marie
  • AnneCan
    AnneCan Member Posts: 3,673
    This Canuck
    is thinking about you! I hope you are feeling better very soon. We all have our down moments/hours/days. You may get a lot more than 4 months NED this round. You are a hugely important part of this group, + I am hoping for you to feel better soon. Tonight we set our clocks ahead 1 hour; that usually makes me grumpy the next day!
  • pepebcn
    pepebcn Member Posts: 6,331
    wolfen said:

    What The Heck?
    Pepe,
    Hope this will make you smile a little. When my husband fell through the coffe table the other day, I removed the broken glass piece. A little while later, our big fat cat came running into the room and leaped for his favorite resting place. You should have seen his expression when he landed inside the table. I have since replaced the glass. My point being even if the glass has been broken for a while, it can be fixed for many years to come. Please feel better. Everyone needs you here.

    Picture is on my expressions page.

    Take Care,
    Wolfen

    Hahaha Wolfen, thanks for making me smile !
    Love the picture, what an animal! What a good shape! LOL.
  • ketziah35
    ketziah35 Member Posts: 1,145
    Hugs Pepe!

    Hugs Pepe!
  • pepebcn
    pepebcn Member Posts: 6,331

    Ahhh
    Ahhh our Spanish friend, do not be sad. The sun has risen and kissed your face, can you not feel it's warmth? Another day to look at you wife and feel her love? To hear the laughter of children around?
    Ahh my friend, we are thankful for each day your are here, for each day we our here. These thoughts of wondering why we struggle is just temporary. You will smile later today for some reason and then realize that is why you keep trying.
    Thinking of you and sending bright thoughts your way.
    Winter Marie

    Thank you Winter , you are an example for me !
    Maybe tomorrow sun rises ,but today was dark not only the wheather that it was but my in my mind ! Well just a bad day!
    Hugs!
  • pepebcn
    pepebcn Member Posts: 6,331
    AnneCan said:

    This Canuck
    is thinking about you! I hope you are feeling better very soon. We all have our down moments/hours/days. You may get a lot more than 4 months NED this round. You are a hugely important part of this group, + I am hoping for you to feel better soon. Tonight we set our clocks ahead 1 hour; that usually makes me grumpy the next day!

    Today Anne ! I haveb o check here ! I would like will be today
    but I think we steel have for a few weeks more! I Love to set the clock ahead for springtime! I'm gona check the date right now!
    Anything interesting for reading?
  • pepebcn
    pepebcn Member Posts: 6,331
    ketziah35 said:

    Hugs Pepe!

    Hugs Pepe!

    Thanks Ketz! love you all!
    Hugs!
  • tootsie1
    tootsie1 Member Posts: 5,036
    feeling down
    Oh, Pepe.

    I'm so sorry you're feeling so down today. I understand your questions about just a few more months and is it worth and such. I'm not in that position, so I can't honestly say that I've been there. I do know what I said when I presented my "mission moment" at our last captains' meeting for Relay For Life. I was discussing research that had been able to grant some cancer patients at least 3 more months. I remarked that on the face of it, that didn't seem like a lot, but that I have friends in my support group (this group!) who would love to have 3 more weeks, much less 3 months.

    Hope you can find your spirit again soon, my dear.

    *hugs*
    Gail
  • AnneCan
    AnneCan Member Posts: 3,673
    pepebcn said:

    Today Anne ! I haveb o check here ! I would like will be today
    but I think we steel have for a few weeks more! I Love to set the clock ahead for springtime! I'm gona check the date right now!
    Anything interesting for reading?

    Pepe
    We change time earlier the last few years; I think President Bush's administration initiated this in the US + Canada followed suite. My husband read in the paper that on the Monday after the time change there is an average of 17% more car accidents. I just finished reading "The Glass Castle" by Jennifer Wells; it was very well written but somewhat shocking to me. How about you?
  • pepebcn
    pepebcn Member Posts: 6,331
    AnneCan said:

    Pepe
    We change time earlier the last few years; I think President Bush's administration initiated this in the US + Canada followed suite. My husband read in the paper that on the Monday after the time change there is an average of 17% more car accidents. I just finished reading "The Glass Castle" by Jennifer Wells; it was very well written but somewhat shocking to me. How about you?

    Some history books , actually about the colonization of
    Arizona and new Mexico by spaniards and it's fights against native Indians ! Like a western but with spanishs royal Dragons instead of Cowboys! hahahaha! The name is Tucson Resist!
  • pepebcn
    pepebcn Member Posts: 6,331
    tootsie1 said:

    feeling down
    Oh, Pepe.

    I'm so sorry you're feeling so down today. I understand your questions about just a few more months and is it worth and such. I'm not in that position, so I can't honestly say that I've been there. I do know what I said when I presented my "mission moment" at our last captains' meeting for Relay For Life. I was discussing research that had been able to grant some cancer patients at least 3 more months. I remarked that on the face of it, that didn't seem like a lot, but that I have friends in my support group (this group!) who would love to have 3 more weeks, much less 3 months.

    Hope you can find your spirit again soon, my dear.

    *hugs*
    Gail

    Inspiring words , Tootsie, but must understand is exasperating !
    The problem is that chemo has worked always worked wonderful for me! even making disappear any tumor! but don't find solution for
    cells hidden probably somewhere in the lymph nodes, this is not operable as you never now where it is , so as much optimistic we are seen shrinking
    any tumors i always know that in a short period this thing is going to appear ! so it makes you feel exasperated and tired! Any way ges much people would like to be in my case , so I ask the sorry for my egoism!
    Love you tootsie! Promise you tomorrow will be a better day!
  • tootsie1
    tootsie1 Member Posts: 5,036
    pepebcn said:

    Inspiring words , Tootsie, but must understand is exasperating !
    The problem is that chemo has worked always worked wonderful for me! even making disappear any tumor! but don't find solution for
    cells hidden probably somewhere in the lymph nodes, this is not operable as you never now where it is , so as much optimistic we are seen shrinking
    any tumors i always know that in a short period this thing is going to appear ! so it makes you feel exasperated and tired! Any way ges much people would like to be in my case , so I ask the sorry for my egoism!
    Love you tootsie! Promise you tomorrow will be a better day!

    Have your day
    Hey, I'm not blaming you. You go ahead and have your down day. Sometimes we need one of those! Just remember that we love you here, and I'm sure your family loves you tons more.

    *hugs*
    Gail
  • pepebcn
    pepebcn Member Posts: 6,331
    tootsie1 said:

    Have your day
    Hey, I'm not blaming you. You go ahead and have your down day. Sometimes we need one of those! Just remember that we love you here, and I'm sure your family loves you tons more.

    *hugs*
    Gail

    I know Gail I know and YOU and my family are a powerful reason
    to continue my fight!
    Thank you all!
  • KathiM
    KathiM Member Posts: 8,028
    A hand, a hug, a kiss....whatever it takes, dear one!!!!!
    Dutch knuffels, Kathi
  • pepebcn
    pepebcn Member Posts: 6,331
    KathiM said:

    A hand, a hug, a kiss....whatever it takes, dear one!!!!!
    Dutch knuffels, Kathi

    Here it comes my favorite Dutchie !
    I'm really jellous of your cycling family plan of thi week! Hope you will explain it very soon ! And please take me one of this weeks to a cycling tour!
    Tote and me need it!
  • wolfen
    wolfen Member Posts: 1,324
    pepebcn said:

    Some history books , actually about the colonization of
    Arizona and new Mexico by spaniards and it's fights against native Indians ! Like a western but with spanishs royal Dragons instead of Cowboys! hahahaha! The name is Tucson Resist!

    Fighting
    Hey Pepe,

    I have lived in Arizona for 56 years. It is a beautiful state, but HOT in the summer. People settle here from everywhere.
    Guess what? Everyone is still fighting everyone today,lol! Enjoy your book.

    Wolfen
  • pepebcn
    pepebcn Member Posts: 6,331
    wolfen said:

    Fighting
    Hey Pepe,

    I have lived in Arizona for 56 years. It is a beautiful state, but HOT in the summer. People settle here from everywhere.
    Guess what? Everyone is still fighting everyone today,lol! Enjoy your book.

    Wolfen

    UHahaha , is quite unknown that Spain had been ruling for more
    than 300 years most of the US Southern Territories from California to Florida , it was an story of courage, different cultures ,no Britons there yet!, dressed in a new land with armors can you imagine how warm? lol , they broad the firsts horses , the mustangs actually, indians stollen them, a very unknown and forgotten story overall interesting to remember a few hundred of years later!.