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I Weep

herdizziness
herdizziness CSN Member Posts: 3,624 Member
edited March 2014 in Colorectal Cancer #1
Sometimes I just weep. I sob my heart out for every bad news and turn. My soul hurts for those who suffer so much more then I. Sometimes, I cannot keep reading for the tears that well up in my eyes.
Sometimes, I cry, but I cry for joy. I laugh a hearty deep laugh, for those that have the most wondrous news,when a test shows negative, or no growth, or shrunken tumors, my joy knows no bounds.
Sometimes, I just have a sadness, wondering, will it work out for him/her? Will the tumor go away, will it stay? A sadness, at the wait, the wondering.
Sometimes, I have great hope, for the newest chemo, the newest chance at life that another gets. For the tumor in that brain, I have hope, it can be removed. For that possibility of another cancer, and it turns out to be a hangnail.
Yes, mostly I have hope, I have hope for everyone of us!!!! I won't give that up, I won't let the other "sometimes" overcome me so much that the hope disappears, NO.... HOPE, it springs eternal in me. And for each and everyone of us, that hope is there. No one can take it away.
I love you my friends.
Winter Marie.
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  • msccolon
    msccolon CSN Member Posts: 1,917 Member
    #2
    thanks!
    This is a lovely post to read first thing in the morning! Have a great day!
    mary
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  • LivinginNH
    LivinginNH CSN Member Posts: 1,456 Member
    #3
    Awww, Marie, what a

    Awww, Marie, what a beautiful post. You've put into lovely words what I feel as well, thank you. Hope - yes, it's what gets me through most days. Bless you, Cynthia
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    LivinginNH said:

    Awww, Marie, what a

    Awww, Marie, what a beautiful post. You've put into lovely words what I feel as well, thank you. Hope - yes, it's what gets me through most days. Bless you, Cynthia

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  • tina dasilva
    tina dasilva CSN Member Posts: 641
    #5
    Dearest Winter
    Winter you a awesome person you give all of us hope and I love to read everything you post lots of love .Tina
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  • lisa42
    lisa42 CSN Member Posts: 3,625 Member
    #6
    smiling through tears
    You made me weepy reading your post too. Yes, hope IS alive!

    Hugs,
    Lisa
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  • maglets
    maglets CSN Member Posts: 2,576 Member
    #7
    lisa42 said:

    smiling through tears
    You made me weepy reading your post too. Yes, hope IS alive!

    Hugs,
    Lisa

    me too
    Winter Marie....you have been through so much yourself....thank you for these lovely words....you are a sweetheart....

    mags
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  • JoyceSteele
    JoyceSteele CSN Member Posts: 145
    #8
    Thank you
    Your words were just what I needed today. Thank you for your encouragement and inspiration. Have a lovely weekend. Hugs to you Winter Marie. Joyce
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  • Buzzard
    Buzzard CSN Member Posts: 3,043 Member
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    JoyceSteele said:

    Thank you
    Your words were just what I needed today. Thank you for your encouragement and inspiration. Have a lovely weekend. Hugs to you Winter Marie. Joyce

    Thats the inner beauty you posess in words.........
    Marie.....beautiful......from the heart and soul.....thank you......Love to you, Clift
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  • Lori-S
    Lori-S CSN Member Posts: 1,277 Member
    #10
    Damn Girl
    I love you! HUGS
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  • tootsie1
    tootsie1 CSN Member Posts: 5,044 Member
    #11
    Love!
    We love you, too! Thank you for such a beautiful post.

    *hugs*
    Gail
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  • AnneCan
    AnneCan CSN Member Posts: 3,673 Member
    #12
    Keep the hope coming
    Winter Marie,

    That was a lovely post. You are such a caring person.
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  • pete43lost_at_sea
    pete43lost_at_sea CSN Member Posts: 3,900 Member
    #13
    here's to more hope
    thanks winter marie.
    this is a touching post.
    sending hopeful, positive prayers
    pete
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  • plh4gail
    plh4gail CSN Member Posts: 1,238 Member
    #14
    Winter Marie now you know.
    Everything you said is so beautiful and so heartfelt. Brought tears to my eyes and hope to my heart and soul. Thank you for your wonderful inspiration. I always get that from you whether you know it or not. Now you do :)

    Gail
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  • elizabethgd
    elizabethgd CSN Member Posts: 145
    #15
    plh4gail said:

    Winter Marie now you know.
    Everything you said is so beautiful and so heartfelt. Brought tears to my eyes and hope to my heart and soul. Thank you for your wonderful inspiration. I always get that from you whether you know it or not. Now you do :)

    Gail

    So lovely
    Heartfelt post.. Thanks for your lovely words..
    Elizabeth
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