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Paula G.
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Hello everyone,
I am sorry to give this hard and sad news. John Tinker passed away yesterday. I asked Adrian if he wanted me to post this. I know all of you on this site would want this information. John is at peace now. I wish I could write as wonderful as he would have.
He will be missed by many. I for one will keep him and Adrian in my heart always.

Adrian, if you read this know that my thoughts are with you at this time and always. Love, Paula

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Lori-S
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I am so so sorry to hear of John's death. I know you loved him very much. You have my prayers for the strength and comfort you need now.

Paula, thank you for letting everyone know. I hope you are doing ok. HUGS

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Sundanceh
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Adrian, I'm sorry on the passing of John...I know you both saw it coming and had it pegged very accurately, but never the less, it does not lessen your hurt.

I'm glad he is at peace now and I know you both attacked vigorously and that you had the opportunity to share some moments between yourselves.

"Holding you in the light."

-Craig

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pepebcn
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my prayers are with him.
Have my condolences Adrian!

TLG320
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Paula, thank you for letting us know. I'm sure I'm speaking for many when I say that John and Adrian have been in my thoughts, prayers, and heart over the past few months, and weeks especially. I'm so sorry to hear this devastating news, but comforted that John and Adrian have lived their lives to the fullest and were able to spend this time together.
Tashina

mom_2_3
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Adrian,

My condolences to you and the rest of John's family on his passing. I have no adequate words to express my sorrow.

From the Quaker booklet of "Advices and Queries":

"Accepting the fact of death, we are freed to live more fully. In bereavement give yourself time to grieve. When others mourn, let your love embrace them."

May the love that you shared embrace you. May you live fully in that love on Earth as John will live it fully in Heaven.

Amy

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AceSFO
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Thanks for posting and thank you all for all the support we've gotten from this site over the course of John's illness. He was JohnSFO on here for anyone who didn't know him. We had been very active on here for quite some time and met some remarkable people here, but lately we hadn't been posting much.
Here's what I put on our Caring Bridge page, just to complete the picture.

John died peacefully and painlessly in my arms at 1 am on Thursday morning, November 4, 2010, and his suffering is finally over.

On Monday, November 1, he started to go into terminal delirium, which was clearly very pleasant for him. Although what he was saying didn’t align with anything that I was perceiving, he was all smiles and soft, amused laughter while floating around between worlds; at times gesturing or pointing at things and at other times writing invisible words in the air in front of him. Some of the things he said made both of us laugh, though probably for different reasons. That night, after a day of him being completely incoherent, I suddenly realized around 6 pm that he was perfectly lucid - our old John again – just for a minute or so. We didn’t even feel the need to use the moment to make any goodbyes or anything like that – just greeted one another in an everyday familiar sort of way, and basked in each other’s smiles. It was a real moment of grace. We had both so hoped for a quiet, dignified death at home, and that’s exactly how it went. A beautiful death.

AnneCan
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My thoughts are with you at this most difficult time. How beautifully you wrote about his passing. Take good care of yourself.

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KathiM
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The tears are flowing. But I know John is better now, and, although we can't 'see' him, he is still with us....

Please, dear friend, turn to us when you need support...we are here and are family....

Soggy hugs, Kathi

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Lovekitties
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I am glad that John was able to pass peacefully.

Hugs,

Marie who loves kitties

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herdizziness
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My dear Adrian,
My heartfelt sorrow at John's death. I'm glad it was what you had both hoped for, a death with dignity and knowledge of love for each other.
You will be in my prayers.
Winter Marie

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2bhealed
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Adrian,

I cannot imagine a more beautiful death. I am sorry for your loss but relieved John's suffering is over. Thank you for sharing his death story with us. Life is amazing right up to the last breath.

peace, emily

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just4Brooks
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To have the love of each other during that special time is a wonderful experience. I have worked with AIDS hospice patients for many years and have seen the person floating between worlds many times and talking to loved ones who have passed long ago. He was lucky to have you there for him and I'm sure you know how lucky you are to have seen what very few ever get to see. Soak in the experience.

Brooks

dorookie
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This just saddens me to no end...I just hate cancer...I am so sorry for your loss, I do know he is no longer in pain, and I believe he will always be with you..

God Bless you
HUGS
Beth

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tootsie1
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That's a beautiful way to go. I know you're very sad about losing someone you loved so much, but at least he went out the way he wanted to, which is a blessing.

I'm praying that you will have peace and comfort in this sad time.

*hugs*
Gail

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Kathleen808
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Adrian,
You remain in my thoughts and prayers. Thank you for sharing your journey with us. You and John lived a life filled with beauty and love.

Aloha,
Kathleen

AnneCan
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Thanks for letting us know about John. Adrian is in my thoughts.

Jaylo969
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Adrian... Just wanted to thank you for the updates here and for allowing us to visit your caringbridge site. I think of you and John as perfect examples of love and grace.Thank you for allowing us to be a part of your and John's journey.

Take care of yourself too, Adrian.

Thanks Paula for posting this.

-Pat

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DoriW
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Adrian,

I am so deeply sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Dori

sasjourney
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My prayers go out to you during this difficult time. May you find strength and peace knowing that John is resting in the loving arms of our Lord.

sasjourney
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My prayers go out to you during this difficult time. May you find strength and peace knowing that John is resting in the loving arms of our Lord.

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angelsbaby
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I am so sorry

michelle

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Paula G.
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Some of you might know John only as JohnSFO.

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Annabelle41415
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So sorry to hear of his passing. You are right, he is at peace now. Adrian, you are in my thoughts as you get through this difficult time.

Kim

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lisa42
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Hello Adrian,

My heartfelt condolences to you. The way you described the "fun" he seemed to be having for a bit brought a smile to my face. I am very sad for you with John's passing, but glad you had times of amuesment, and SO glad that he was lucid and his old self right before he actually passed. As you said... a "beautiful death".

Take care of yourself and check in here on occasion, if you will-

Lisa

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PhillieG
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I'm sorry for your loss
-phil

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coolvdub
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Adrian,

I'm sorry John has passed, but as corny as it sounds, he is in a better place now free of pain. By the sounds of it, the last couple of days were what you hoped and expected. Once again so sorry for yur loss. I now you will miss John and so will we. Please stop in from time to time and let us know how you are doing.

Prayers and hugs
Don

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chicoturner
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Adrian,you are in my prayers today. It is never easy, but I will pray for your peace. Thank you for sharing and being part of our lives. Blessings to you and John's family. Love, Jean

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Nana b
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I'm so sorry Adrian. I know John is at peace, may you take comfort in that. Hugs! My condolences to the family. Raquel

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tootsie1
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Adrian,

I'm so sorry for your loss. I'll be praying for you and for all of John's loved ones.

*hugs*
Gail

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nudgie
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God take him into his arms and allow him wings

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maglets
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oh Adrian I am so sorry to read this news.

Thank you so much for sharing John's story.

with great love

maggie

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luv3jay
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My deepest sympathy to the family.

-Sheri

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idlehunters
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I am so sorry. My sympathies to all.

Jennie

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