Sep 11, 2010 - 11:10 pm
I am now going through a period I call denial. I have been keeping so busy, I just push my grief to the side and think of other things. I remember last week....tears all day, taking to my bed....and just feeling the worst that I ever have. I know that I will go through that again, but I am so scared of it that I am just not dealing with reality right now. It will hit me again, and I really dread it. I am going to start counseling and group bereavement, so hopefully that will help me deal. Has anyone else done this? I just hope I don't completely fall apart from doing this.