Anyone heard from Sonia32 lately?

lisa42
lisa42 Member Posts: 3,625 Member
edited March 2014 in Colorectal Cancer #1
Has anyone heard from or about Sonia32 lately? I'm worried about her. We used to exchange PM's and emails and she hasn't answered any lately.
I know that last time I talked w/ her, she had separated from her husband and was living (I think) with her father. She had been dealing with depression and was working on changing meds.

Sonia... if you're out there- please let us know how you're doing! I care about you!!

Hugs to you-
Lisa

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  • Sundanceh
    Sundanceh Member Posts: 4,392 Member
    #2
    Yes, Lisa
    I heard from her on New Year's Day in a PM - she let me know that she had received my Christmas CD that I sent her. I have not heard from her since then. We all know she was working on things and maybe that's why she's been away - she had just gone NED as I recall.

    I do hope that all is well - I was giving her space to work on things.

    Sonia - if you're out there looking around, as Lisa says, We do care about you and miss you - Big Bro says check in - you told me to one time, and now I/we need that from you.

    -Craig
  • lisa42
    lisa42 Member Posts: 3,625 Member
    #3
    Sundanceh said:

    Yes, Lisa
    I heard from her on New Year's Day in a PM - she let me know that she had received my Christmas CD that I sent her. I have not heard from her since then. We all know she was working on things and maybe that's why she's been away - she had just gone NED as I recall.

    I do hope that all is well - I was giving her space to work on things.

    Sonia - if you're out there looking around, as Lisa says, We do care about you and miss you - Big Bro says check in - you told me to one time, and now I/we need that from you.

    -Craig

    Thanks Craig
    Thanks for letting me know Craig. That's still been a while, though. Likely she's just working on things, as you said.
    I miss hearing from you, Sonia!

    Lisa
  • dianetavegia
    dianetavegia Member Posts: 1,942 Member
    #4
    No emails and
    Sonia had invited me to a forum that has different sections for different needs. She is a member under colon cancer, depression, divorce and break up, panic, etc. She's not posted there since Jan. 1st.

    Her last post said she had taken four diazepam on New Year's Eve.
  • tootsie1
    tootsie1 Member Posts: 5,044 Member
    #5
    Hmm...
    I do hope she's okay.

    *hugs*
    Gail
  • lisa42
    lisa42 Member Posts: 3,625 Member
    #6
    dianetavegia said:

    No emails and
    Sonia had invited me to a forum that has different sections for different needs. She is a member under colon cancer, depression, divorce and break up, panic, etc. She's not posted there since Jan. 1st.

    Her last post said she had taken four diazepam on New Year's Eve.

    diazepam
    Hmmm... I believe diazepam is the same as Valium. I do hope and pray we'll eventually hear from her and that she's okay.
  • Sonia32
    Sonia32 Member Posts: 1,071 Member
    #7
    Hugs
    Thank you for caring to post, I'm still around. No matter if your ned you can't stay away from your family :-) Just been upset over the deaths of so many in such a short space of time. I will be honest I tried to kill myself twice in 6 weeks, because of problems with my husband, but after reading about there deaths I have felt so ashamed and angry at myself they fought to survive and I'm trying to end my life over what nothing. So you can't get rid of me I am still around just lurking, hugs to you all
  • AceSFO
    AceSFO Member Posts: 229
    #8
    Sonia32 said:

    Hugs
    Thank you for caring to post, I'm still around. No matter if your ned you can't stay away from your family :-) Just been upset over the deaths of so many in such a short space of time. I will be honest I tried to kill myself twice in 6 weeks, because of problems with my husband, but after reading about there deaths I have felt so ashamed and angry at myself they fought to survive and I'm trying to end my life over what nothing. So you can't get rid of me I am still around just lurking, hugs to you all

    Glad you're here
    Hey Sonia,
    We've missed you (obviously). Glad you're still here, but sorry to hear that things haven't been going too smoothly for you. Hang in there and don't forget about us here - we all care about you very much...
  • lcarper2
    lcarper2 Member Posts: 635 Member
    #9
    AceSFO said:

    Glad you're here
    Hey Sonia,
    We've missed you (obviously). Glad you're still here, but sorry to hear that things haven't been going too smoothly for you. Hang in there and don't forget about us here - we all care about you very much...

    sonia32
    So glad you are here we have missed you. The best news to hear is NED what a victory in it's self.Keep in touch and let us help in any way we can.

    Louann
  • lisa42
    lisa42 Member Posts: 3,625 Member
    #10
    Sonia32 said:

    Hugs
    Thank you for caring to post, I'm still around. No matter if your ned you can't stay away from your family :-) Just been upset over the deaths of so many in such a short space of time. I will be honest I tried to kill myself twice in 6 weeks, because of problems with my husband, but after reading about there deaths I have felt so ashamed and angry at myself they fought to survive and I'm trying to end my life over what nothing. So you can't get rid of me I am still around just lurking, hugs to you all

    Sonia!
    Hi Sonia,

    I was glad to see your reply. Sorry, though, that you've been having such a hard time. I know hearing about all the deaths was devastating and overwhelming.
    You're NED, though- and have plenty to live for, even if it may not always seem like it.
    A PM is coming soon, my friend...

    Hugs,
    Lisa
  • Sundanceh
    Sundanceh Member Posts: 4,392 Member
    #11
    Sonia :)
    Death is such a permanet thing - once done, it cannot be undone.

    That's what keeps me going - as bad as things have sometimes gone in my life, I still believe that tomorrow might be a good thing - and I'd hate to miss it.

    It's just getting through one day at a time - please don't let anything happen to you as a result of things right now for you - you are Young and you are NED and still have alot going for you.

    I'm glad you could tell us the truth, and glad that you are ok...2010 is still so young, only one month old - you've got plenty ahead of you this year. You might turn the corner one day and everything will seem "right as the rain." You don't want to miss that - and I don't want you too either - in fact, none of us here do.

    I told you I already lost one "sister" - you said you were my sister now, so Big Bro says NO to anymore of that - not that I'm one to hang around for, but I do worry about you and am so far away and I'm relying on you to be there when I get to England one day. I want to see Big Ben, StoneHenge, Buckingham Palace, and take a boat ride down the Thames River...along with many other things...

    So, we got a deal, right? You take care of yourself until I see you one day. Life is hard, but don't throw it away one 1 person - there is not a one of us on this planet that is worth dying for needlessly. Things will work out for you in your lifetime - it takes work, persistence, perseverance, stubborness, and a touch of sincerity - mix that all up and you'll make it - and 40-50 years from now, you know what? You'll be so glad that you did.

    Love/Craig
  • geotina
    geotina Member Posts: 2,111 Member
    #12
    Sonia32 said:

    Hugs
    Thank you for caring to post, I'm still around. No matter if your ned you can't stay away from your family :-) Just been upset over the deaths of so many in such a short space of time. I will be honest I tried to kill myself twice in 6 weeks, because of problems with my husband, but after reading about there deaths I have felt so ashamed and angry at myself they fought to survive and I'm trying to end my life over what nothing. So you can't get rid of me I am still around just lurking, hugs to you all

    Sonia
    So happy to see you post. You have experienced something no one your age should have to experience, cancer. You not only survived, you triumphed over it. You are a very strong woman, don't let anyone bring you down. You have beat cancer down so go out and explore life, live it to the fullest, whether that be with your husband or not. There is so much the world has to offer, you are so young so go out and enjoy just living. Now you make sure you check in with us at least once a week, we worry about you. Please know that we care about you even though the miles between this family and you is great. Now go out and have some fun. Take care - Tina
  • karguy
    karguy Member Posts: 1,020 Member
    #13
    Glad
    Glad you are ok.You beat cancer,you can survive anything.I have had 3 brothers commit suicide,believe me,that is not the answer.Remember,never,ever give up.Now you need to enjoy your life,and live it.
  • tootsie1
    tootsie1 Member Posts: 5,044 Member
    #14
    Sonia32 said:

    Hugs
    Thank you for caring to post, I'm still around. No matter if your ned you can't stay away from your family :-) Just been upset over the deaths of so many in such a short space of time. I will be honest I tried to kill myself twice in 6 weeks, because of problems with my husband, but after reading about there deaths I have felt so ashamed and angry at myself they fought to survive and I'm trying to end my life over what nothing. So you can't get rid of me I am still around just lurking, hugs to you all

    Glad to see you!
    What a relief to see your cute picture and read a post from you! I'm so sorry that things are still so hard, and I'm very sorry you felt that much despair. I hope that you are getting some help so you can fight those feelings in the future. I'm so glad you're still around!

    *hugs*
    Gail

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