Mar 05, 2005 - 11:21 am
hello again. had my appt on fri. my onc is keeping me off chemo for 6 mths and scanning me every two. all the tumors are very small. he said at this point does not think chemo is going to do a whole lot and that my body has taken such a beating and being how i get so sick he feels giving me a break to get back in shape and let my body get stronger, when it is time to blast me again i will tolerate is better and my body can do better. that all seems strange yet i understand. i hope this disease does not grow for years to come and i can just enjoy a chemo free life for a while, cuz i enjoy life being a mom and that is my driving force. this is all very exhausting but the Lord has given me the strength to bear this burden and for that i am most thankful. take care a peace to you all.