Mad......

Hi,
About your friends diagnosis, I am very sorry. This is a very difficult time for all of you, and my prayers are with you. Concerning how your friends cancer has affected you, it may be helpful to talk to someone and discuss all of your fears, and emotions. And then try to be strong for yourself and your friend. Talking to your friend about how you feel and being honest is a great start. If need be, seek some professional counseling, and/or medicine to help you. In order to be helpful to anyone else we must help ourselves first. I pray that the Lord guides you in the direction towards some help for you and that He provides comfort to your friend and her family.
-mc