Well isn't he an idiot?

dorion

So today I got home from school. And I have this project that nobody told me about until last minute (I was absent last tuesday) And they told me a few days ago. Now here I am with this stupid project I have to do. So today I'm almost done but i'm in a group with boys and they don't like to co-operate so i've been doing most of this by my self in about five days. I have tons of homework on top of this and I've been working so hard that i can't even describe it in words.Like I said changeing schools...Let alone schools in different countries, is like trying to get a gangster to buy a belt. Even then I'm in academic detention because apparently I'm failing. So now i'm working even harder. Anyway, I get home from school and everything is fine but for my pd. the project was due today but I have t get it in tomorrow because It's not finished so it's going to be a D. I've exsplained that to my father and then he starts yelling at me and then I simply said "Well, I asked my teacher and she told me that it's going to be a D if I ge tit in tomorrow the rest of the periods have their projects due on tuesday so it's only fair" Then he goes "Oh don't give me that crap it's your priorety and don't make god damn exusesif you can get things done on time" so then I tell him i would of if I they didn't tell me about the project the last minute and now he's lecturing me for about an half hour and then Ifinally tell him to just drop the subject I'll hand it in, get a D and it's better than an F. But will he just let it go? Of course not.So then he comes up with another smart choice of words "Christ why can't you get anything done right?" so then I say "Well if I'm such a screw up why the hell am I even living? You had me. Mom raised me and since according to you my mother was an idiot as well then I guess it's been passed on. Sorry daddy no body is as smart as you" And all he says is "Why are you living? I'm tired of hearing all this suicide crap." And he leaves. All I hear everyday is how much of a screw up my mom was. How drugs was more important to her than I was. How she had so much potential but she threw it all away. how much he loved her but she didn't listen to my dad. All this horrible crap about her. Sometimes he says nice things about her But it ends up with drugs or partying or her "fake sob stories". It's never "Your mother was great. She was so beautiful and fun and funny" And nothing else. It's always about how much of a screw up she was. So i supposse now I shall keepmy mouth shut for the rest of my eternal hell
Oh, and i'm suppossed to listen to Candice tell me about her joyus story of how she cutt her hands.