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Cinnamongirl
Cinnamongirl Member Posts: 199 Member
in Kidney Cancer #1

Dr just called I go in today at 4 for a follow up CT. What are the chances of it being a mistake?
I've been up all night. I haven't cried this much since this all began. I'm sad, scared and just plain pissed off! 
I feel so defeated. I feel like a Teflon pan that has none of the non sticky stuff left.

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  • donna_lee
    donna_lee CSN Member Posts: 1,059 Member
    #2
    I accept your feelings...

    you have a right to all of them. 

    This seems to be one of the largest hurdles any cancer patient has: i.e., the helplesness, hopelesness, frustration, anger, and the "get over it" attitude of others, including medical staff.

    Hopefully, you'll have quick results back on the CT.

    Keep that bright smile on your face and know there are a bunch of us sending good wishes.

    Hugs,

    donna_lee

  • Retcenturion
    Retcenturion CSN Member Posts: 240 Member
    edited April 2018 #3
    Stay strong

    Hopefully you get better news today. Sending positive thoughts to you.

  • Brock1969
    Brock1969 Member Posts: 80
    #4
    Be strong....

    let us know the results. Big prayers + big groups= great things 

  • icemantoo
    icemantoo CSN Member Posts: 3,362
    #5
    Sending good karma.

    Cin,

     

    I wish there was a simple answer I could give you that would make it all go away.

     

     

    icemantoo

  • Steph85
    Steph85 Member Posts: 166 Member
    #6
    Cinnamon

    I'm so sorry this is happening.  I hope you'll get better news today. I'll be thinking about you and sending positive vibes your way! Wishthere was more that I could do. 

     

    Hugs, 

    Stephanie

  • Mighty Frog
    Mighty Frog Member Posts: 152 Member
    #7
    Be Strong

    Be Strong.... go out to beaches or parks to get your mind out of it.....  Positive thought and energy will make you stronger. 

  • CRashster
    CRashster Member Posts: 241 Member
    #8
    Most

    Most of us don't get to chose our fate. We don't get to chose alot that happens to us. One thing we can control is our reaction. At first, I was confused and crying, then amid the turmoil I decided to just face the storm. I had no other choice. I found a certain peace in that, I found that I had at least some control, if not what was happening to me, the way I faced it. You can do this. I pray for you, peace.

  • Tapman63
    Tapman63 CSN Member Posts: 137 Member
    #9
    Good Luck!

    As hard as it will be to do - stay positive.  Hopefully, there was a mistake and there's no second mass...but if there is, keep in mind everything was found early and that increases  chances for a good outcome.  We'll be thinking of you - give us updates!

    Jim

  • Cinnamongirl
    Cinnamongirl Member Posts: 199 Member
    #10
    Hopeful I will hear results

    Hopeful I will hear results today. I just need some good news for a change. The last 6 mos have been nothing but bad news. 

    Thank you all for dealing with my rant. I will keep you updated. I apologize if I offended anyone. 

    Since I now see this message

    Please remember when posting that this is a community support site. Take care when posting to share your experiences in a respectful manner and please do not directly advise others on their medical care, as this violates our Terms and Conditions.

     

  • Manufred
    Manufred CSN Member Posts: 241 Member
    #11
    Are you OK?

    Cinnamon,

    Any news you care to share?

    And I also just read the fine print - has that been there all along?  You won't be offending anyone by being open about your feelings and emotions.

    Hope all is well.

  • Cinnamongirl
    Cinnamongirl Member Posts: 199 Member
    #12
    I am.

    Manfred, I am doing well thank you. I have been referred to Seattle for a second opinion and I'll have the procedure down there. I posted the whole extended ordeal on a different thread.

    But yes all in all I am doing well. Thank you

    Cin

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