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hope0310
hope0310 CSN Member Posts: 320
in Grief and Bereavement #1
Hey all! Have not been around in forever. So much change, pain..etc. You all know the drill.

It will be a year Sept 23rd since I lost mom, then husbands mom in October. January 10th, I asked him to leave - - -pretty I sure I was still on here then.

This was a good decision for me.

I still miss my best friend, mom each and every second of the day. Tomorrow is my birthday, I remember last year sitting in her living room, her laying in hopsital bed under hospice care.....I said guess what today is mom? She said what? I said it is my birthday. Her response...."what does that mean?"

Crushed, but knew it was the disease and not her. I do not want that to be the memory I have of my mom and birthday. Going to figure out something to change it tomorrow.

Hope all of you are managing well and moving on at your own pace. I will try to be on a little more.

Much love
~elysia~
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  • Noellesmom
    Noellesmom CSN Member Posts: 1,859 Member
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    Happy Birthday, Elysia
    Hope you have a wonderful day full of lovely memory-making things!
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  • hope0310
    hope0310 CSN Member Posts: 320
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    Noellesmom said:

    Happy Birthday, Elysia
    Hope you have a wonderful day full of lovely memory-making things!

    Thanks hon. I survived, and
    Thanks hon. I survived, and will continue to one day at a time. Hope you are doing well!
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