waiting for biopsy results

I am touched by each of your posts. I am almost 2 yrs postmen w/ abdominal pain, uterine abnormal growth thought to be fibroid but until recent 2nd episode of postmen bleeding not further investigated. Basically I am traumatized from an unreal biopsy experiance and scared to death waiting for results. My gyn normally no bedside manor deveolped one during and after my biopsy which is a rather abrupt alarming change. I think surely this can't be happening to me. It feels so sureal. I am this young strong fearless woman. I've raised two children now grown alone w/ 2 left at home. My foster son lost his lifelong fostermother to cancer a little over a year ago. I feel guilty for coming into this trusted space where each of you is past the maybe its really not stage and yet I cannot talk o those that love me or worry them.