Aug 06, 2014 - 12:30 am
Please know I am always around.
I have chosen to just lurk on this site the last year.. I am sorry.
I have been having a hard time trying to separate myself from dwelling on cancer.. I have it I know that . I will have it forever most likely - but you never know.
I am trying to live a life of happiness and peace.. and get on with living..
I have lost 2 people who were very motivating to me when I was first diagnosed just in the last month - who I will miss very much..
And Ladies I will tell you it is possible to get a date and develop realstionships with Cancer.. there are men out there who really have a heart and understand you are human and still here. They aren't easy to find.. but I will let you know I have found at least 3 in the last 3 years and I am just amazed and thankful everyday..
Lately I have learned that even those we are closest to don't relly understand our journey.. I was shocked at the little they actually understood.. I am thinking they are only hearing what they want to hear.. and that was a little discerning..
However, I just wanted you all to know I am still here.. I will try to check in more often...
Love you all,