May 21, 2013 - 6:21 am
Well ladies the decision is made. Doc admitted they "beat me up real bad" over last 8 months. I told him I felt 80% dead already. Blesses with little pain, my body can barely walk. I use a cane and essentially rest with eyes closed most of day. Appetite poor. Doc prescribed Magace to stimulate appetite, give energy, and hormone treatment that might slow things down, he then made referral to hospice. I will be admitted today. But will stay home.
ths bloating in abdomen is really tumor growth. They don't appear to be attached to organs.
it's been emotional. Planning funeral. Rudy visited a couple funeral homes. Saying goodbye to friends& family. friends helping to clean out garage! Now that's good kind soul! I struggle with paperwork that must get done. I am writing some family history down & making book to help Rudy with home maintenance which always fell on me. He's been apologizing for that. Guilt is haunting him. He's so good to me.
rudy's mother is dying too in ElPaso Tx. So he has lots going on.
That's the latest. No high tea for me- God bless Linda! I'm tring to put closup up pix of me. But I' need to crop pix.
I'll keepmyounposted. Love, Mary Ann