May 16, 2013 - 5:42 pm
While cleaning the house today, once again, I struggled with the idea of putting my bc "stuff" away. By away, I mean in the attic. I've been NED now for years, and, pray it is a lifetime of NED, but, it's like I am afraid if I move all of my "stuff", that it will jinx me somehow and something will happen.
By my "stuff", I mean all of my cd results, test results, all of my wonderful cards from everyone, some information that I've received or gotten about bc that I felt was important and a few other things.
It isn't like anyone, unless they already know, would have any idea that it is there as one of my girlfriend's husband, who is a wonderful carpenter, made me a beautiful wooden box. Everything fits perfect in it and it is a nice piece of furniture. It isn't huge, just big enough.
But I just keep thinking that I really need to put all of that away. Not have it even in the wooden box as I am constantly reminded.
Does this sound strange? lol And, please don't everyone tell me I am strange. I cry easily lol