Apr 18, 2013 - 1:27 am
So it's time for Relay for Life again, and I'm debating whether to register for the Survivors' Lap. I'm a senior in college, and I haven't told a ton of people at my school (not that I don't want people to know or am uncomfortable talking about it!), and I'm worried that it would be a very rude awakening for all the people that I haven't told. Also, I feel as though I'm a bit out of place, since I am a recent survivor and had only a TT and not even RAI! Does anybody else feel that way? It's causing quite a lot of anxiety in my life right now because I feel like even my closest friends have forgotten everything that I've been through in the last year, so part of me wants to do the survivors lap to remind them that I AM a survivor, but at the same time I don't want to do it because I don't FEEL like a survivor.
Sorry for the really long and badly worded post!