Dec 09, 2012 - 4:38 pm
So, throughout all this, I had forgotten how ANGRY cancer makes me.
And, boy, that anger is so real. I actually feel guilty for being so angry since I am not the one fighting the disease.
I am humbled when I read that some people learn to accept their cancer as a part of them. Me? I am just angry that cancer removes normalcy and puts such fear into people and simply is hard to fight. I think (hmmmm....know???) my anger is fear.
I just hate this disease so, so much.
Asking God to soften my heart. Asking for strength to help.
I thank you all for listening...