Sorry in advance for short hand spelling am using my phone to write this.
Im sitting here at the cross with my nan (was late getting here) so i never got to see mom before she went... She went in all by herself. Didnt want my nan to go with her. Shes goin in to get radiation started and to get a permanent cvc (i believe its called too much info running through the brain)
I cant imagine what could possibly be running through my moms head right now. Shes impossibly being stubborn on the fact that she does not want a coloscopy bag... When it looks very much that she will have to have one permantly... Her dignity is hurt to say the least.. I think if she gets 5 yrs ven 5 more days with a bag she should do it.. Feels like im selfish in saying or believing that but who wouldnt for their mom or dad or whomever! So as time goes with this we will see...
I appreciate everyone who did read and post a comment from my last posting... I did mean to continue writing and just couldnt.