Sep 12, 2012 - 10:32 pm
I am so emotionally exhausted...spent last night arguing with my brothers about how mum will go. Mum was diagnosed with brain tumor (GBM IV) in April. Right now she's awake a few minutes a day, can't talk, and can sometimes move her hand. Me & my dad just want her to go peacefully, to not prolong this. My brothers want her to get a feeding tube (they already have a naturopathic doctor giving her nutrients through IV).
I don't want mum to suffer anymore, but I also feel the guilt of giving up. How do you know what the right decision is? Last night was terrible...we were arguing and yelling so much while mum was sleeping right there. I have such a horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach and feel like I'm going to crash.