Aug 25, 2012 - 5:03 am
in a stinkin' bad mood. My mouth is better but still hurts and can't taste food. I am SICK SICK SICK of chemo! I am tired of being sick and fatigued and boring. I don't go anywhere because I CAN"T. I can't plan any vacation to get relief because it is impossible to plan even an hour ahead. I am broke from the hospital bills, and my little cushion in savings is now a joke. My daughter is history, preferring to forget me...a nice little eye opener I will tell you that! The love I showered on her and the grandkids...gone.
OK, if you babies can't take a little glass throwing from me please move on to the next post about recipes. I am in a FOUL mood today. I know I need light hearted conversation too, but sometimes we gotta face the truth.
I apologize early for screaming. If you were here and saw me bald no make up sitting in my natty robe typing on this computer in my old house maybe you would laugh. It is pathetic.
I need a drink and I don't mean frickin coconut water either.