I feel like I've hit rock bottom.
I feel like there is no more hope.
There is no bone marrow transplant, becuse I have no one to stay with me.
Sometimes I just feel like giving up.
Maybe it would be better if I just die now, instead of waiting for it to happen, becuse this is enough to drive someone insane.
I've cut myself off from everyone, and the world. I can't think of anything that I enjoy anymore.
Im losing my faith.
-Feeling hopless, Denise.