I have been reading the posts.. and i guess i don't have it so bad.
I have been with my partner for 31 years, in May she had a double mastectomy and reconstruction has gone thru 8 rounds of chemo and 6 weeks of radiation. She still has a lot of pain in her chest. We were terrified when we found out she had cancer, I was so afraid of losing her. We cried for weeks, so now that we are thru this part of the journey I find my self getting so angry with her for stupid things. I try to keep up a good front but cannot help these feelings, I am angry at her for changing our lives, I know in my head this is not her fault but cannot help thinking our lives will never be the same. We have only been fighting this for 8 months and I know many others have done this for years, so i apoligize to those that are going thru a lot worse then i am. I am just tired of taking care of and worrying about her. I am so sorry I know there are people on this site that have lost people and probably think I am an ass for complaining, I was just wondering does anyone else feel this way?
Thank you for allowing me to vent, and again i do apoligize if anyone has taken offense.