Dec 06, 2011 - 9:49 pm
Josh was my little brother.. we were very close. He died ina hospice unit. I wasnt there when he took his last breath. I left to get something to eat. I got a text message about 20 mins later saying Josh passed. I didnt believe it so I drove as fast as I could and ran inside..I saw a sign on my brothers door that read "do not enter. Report to the front desk" I ignored it and there he was..lifeless. the oxygen mask off his face..his chest was still..his teeth we're clenched. I fell to his bed side and wept..I touched his face..I held his hands. and kissed his forehead..I played in his hair. layed in the bed with him until I was pulled away..everything after has been a blur...the viewing was extremely hard I sat there and looked at my dead brother for 9 hours and forced myself to speak to people who came to give thier final respects and love to my brother.. I just want him back. I love him and miss him so much.